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YES = 1, NO =2, OTHER = 55t9Wf@4fgh06%^^+zvFoff

2011-05-15T02:31:00.008+08:00

ok so girls are always touched and even burst into tears when they hear a man giving a speech saying something like "Without the help of my wife..i wont be able to be here tonight... she has helped me a lot .. " .. is this touching and lovely?

touching and lovely??

what if he's not honoring his wife?? what if he "really means it"?? imagine the wife really has to do all the work like getting him some beers in 7-11 or shaving his armpits and so on ..doing all the hard work or maybe helping him out just like a manager and a worker and not refering to the support and intimacy of their relationship..(ok u might think duhh who wants a husband like this ..but i've seen a lot of girls dying for money and fame..there are girls living like this for sure.. just dont argue what the wife is like now.. for the sake of my argument)

damn there's a lot of ambiguities that we couldnt see because we love to assume or speculate and we are so stereotype ( positive and negative) that we are numb to everything .. human are all stereotype ..those who dont think they are not .. would either be a hypocrite, moron or an asshole.. ALL OF US ARE STEREOTYPE ..

famous stereotype statements you have 101% possibly made in your life as a stereotype :

1. "all his stuffs are original" .. even when u're not sure ..coz all you know is that he's RICH ..

2. "malay are stupid," .. well if you are smarter than them u should be only keeping this statement in your head .. (or between your housemates)

3. "he don really have to study but still he will score well.. i've always know that he's smart" .. well i can guarantee you know nothing man..

4. " like that cannot one laaa!! " fuck you ..

5. " study hard and you'll be successful " .. aww sounds like a pile of shit with strawberry toppings..

6. " 6÷2(1+2)=1" .. u sure? ( i firmly confident that it's 1 by the way.. but i just say that the answer is 9 to those who think its 1 and vice versa .. so that the debate can keep on going )

7. " dont find skinny guy har my daughter, they are unhealthy and cant even protect you, wind blow nia fly away d lor *giggle* " well a fitter person can smash your daughter's head to the wall much better than any skinny people..

8. "fat people are slow and dumb " .. well now u start to agree with me that we are all stereotype ...

if you believe that you never said any of these 8 statements..i reckon that you have high potential of getting Alzheimer's disease .. or you're a very well established hypocrite .. there are a lot more stereotype .. and its fun to crank stereotype jokes .. but some are instilled with stereotype so firmly that they do believe some bullshit .. like some people that believed wrestling is real and Asians are weak ..

btw, back to the speech thingy.. do you admire his wife after he said those touching lines? or do you admire him more, even he said he couldnt do it without his wife?? well words are kinda cunning ..there's always room for interpretations..its based on stereotype.. that people that are successful enough to give a speech are good people and awesome .. give it a break people ..give it a break..

also.. im giving myself a new nickname ..it's Ethan .. coz Stan doesnt sound right after graduation and felt a bit strange to me if u call it along with my sir name ..ok shut up.. start calling me Ethan if u love to call me by names other than my chinese-translated english name ..like u have hard times remembering my full name .. coz English name sounds better and classy too ( stereotype )

Doom's Day

2011-03-12T14:35:00.002+08:00

so been reading the news.. bout earthquakes, flood and lots of disaster ..

and there are bold claims that we are going to fade away from Earth on 21st May this year...

or 21st December 2012 according to the Maya calendar cycle ..

many of us are afraid ..

some sceptical ..

some think all these are bullshits ..

some pray hard to avoid all these ..

some doesnt even care ...

well the thing is ..

what are we trying to do all these while to prevent this?

haha .. we did a lot actually ..

but for any mighty power sake ..

doom's day gonna be here one day ..

and if everything's true ..

too bad it happens in our generation ! 21/5/2011 or 21/12/2012 ..

that's all ..

if we all really die on 21/5/2011..

well i guess ... we all really die !

what's so big deal about it?

are we so special than other living creature??

why when comes to chicken it's an OMELETTE but when comes to human it's ABORTION ?

what makes you think we are so special ? the homo sapiens ..

if you think u are special than a chicken ..

tell me 10 ways how u are special than a chicken now !

u cant do it can you?

well coz we are just part of this nature and awesome ecosystem ..

we are not special at all !

we are just part of nature ..

don take nature as something outside you ..

like LETS GO FOR A NATURE WALK ..

it's INSIDE you ..

you gotta be living with nature ..

not seperating nature from you ..

we are just part of nature ..

dont make up stories like we are from god or wat ..

well if we talk bout civilization ..

we are TYPE 0 civilization according to Kardashev scale ..

well specifically 0.7 .. not even Type 1 yet..

which means we cant even manipulate the energy of the Earth ..

like the weather, volcano eruption or tsunami etc etc..

there are TYPE 2 and type 3 or maybe type 4 civilization out in the universe ..

but certainly that is not god ..

i believe that would be some super aliens that might be able to harvest energy from black holes for instance ..

if it is god ..

he's really not doing a great job ..

it's arrogant to say that we are by far the most intelligent creature by having religion and all the cultures..

coz there are freaking zillions of galaxies out there ..

probability of having planets like Earth in the universe is really huge .. i assume it to be 3%..

so there would be like at least 30 billion earth out there if we have a zillion galaxies ..

well what im trying to say is ..

let it be ..

just let Doom's Day happen ..

everything has an end to itself ..

dont really have to relate it to anything ..

well u can ask why Doom's day is here ..

but it will only sound like u are asking why are we here?

u noe??

we all have answers for that ..

and you are not smart for having those answers..

all the answers are from different perspective ..

you can explain why are we here from science, religion or imagination..

and in the end .. DOESNT REALLY MATTERS..

just spend the time given to you and do the best you can do in your life ..

dont worry bout doom's day..

you will doom faster than the time the world will doom if you worry bout doom's day coz you are dooming your world yourself ..

dinosaurs are doomed so long ago ..

many things had doomed last time ..

it's not something new ..

we just phrase it Doom's Day and make it as if the first ever event happening on Earth ..

well RELATIVELY ..it is ..

this is the first time homo sapiens are dooming ..

but it's fine ..

coz it must come to an end for everything ..

except for plastics ..

and doom's day simply means we all die ..

the Earth will still be here ..

it wont go anywhere just because we died ..

we are nothing ..

dont think too much ..

the Earth will doom itself too ..

but far longer than us ..

everything has to come to an end ..

even this post..

Alpha Body

2011-01-27T10:27:00.002+08:00

So while i was trying to load a video in youtube ..

i heard whispering voices coming out from the room ..

i tried to ignore but gosh the youtube video just doesnt move at all !

so i decided to check out where the noise came from ..

and damn! when i opened the door ..

i saw teng chia wei PPS-ing steven chow's movie ..

so i cursed ..

then he laughed and ask me no need to online d ..

somehow i agreed with it ..

and i end up here coz internet speed doesnt really matter here ..

later i'm going home to Alok Staq ! ( yeaaaaaaaaaaaa!! )

along with teng chia wei, ah pang, me, neo and yann !!

total up ..

how many of us ??

5 ?

nahhh !! only 2 ..

suppose to be 6 ..

but Stan couldnt join us back today ...

so yea ..

that's why i din say a word when teng chia wei PPS ..

coz i still gotta chat with him for 6 more hours intimately in his car ..

although i hate to look into his face right now ..

man he spoil my day by PPS-ing and not letting me to youtube my favourite channel !

gosh stomachache at this time ..

gonna be late for uni ..

just nice =)

by the way..

read this twister tongue out LOUD AND CLEAR for 10 times k ...

ALPHA KENNY BODY =)

it's refering to a fren of mine named Kenny who has an Alpha Body ..

read it out loud and clear ..

for as much times as u need ..

to eventually make urself happy ..

bye!

Fishy cats

2011-01-23T01:27:00.002+08:00

Does cat really love to eat fish ?

or WE PEOPLE love to see cat to eat fish ?

cats are born on land .. they won't see fishes for their entire life most probably ..

so this is the thing happening around us ..

we have all been listening .. and listening ..

like birds flying in flocks ..

fishes swimming in groups ..

and those migrating zebras ..

they do that in flocks or groups coz they wanna minimize their death risks ..

coz if you're a zebra and you're in the group ..

it's hard for the lion to pick u out from the group ..

you're in the 'club' ..

so eventually u're safe..

you know?

like u wanna pick a sand particle out from the beach ..

u cant pick out the exact one you wanted ..

well unless u look closely enough ..

that's not the case for the zebra ..

know why?

coz they are running when the lion is coming ..

anyway ..

that's not the case for us either ..

so why do we listen like a sheep ?

does cat really love to eat fish ?

how sure are you about that?

what fishes do they love to eat?

goldfish ?

tuna ?

who knows maybe we're big fishes to them too ..

just that they dont eat us coz we're too huge ..

don't trust what you listen most of the time ..

trust is what u think is right ..

but truth sometimes goes in the opposite way..

and we often make mistakes before realizing the truths ..

the thing is ..

it's fine ..

you don't have to worry to make mistakes ..

or having different opinions from the sheeps ..

they listen to their shepherd ..

YOU listen to your own brain ..

your brain is wayyyyyy better than those sheeps' ..

think and question yourself ..

before you do anything ..

cat love you as long as you feed her ..

lol cats are feminine by the way ..

that's why i use 'her' ..

if you feed your cat chicken meat with fish flavor..

they'll thought it's fish ..

hahaha ..

anyhow i'm not sure why people say cats love to eat fish ..

it might be true ..

it might not ..

i'm not sure ..

but my point is ..

just maximize the usage of your gifted brain ..

it's the most powerful asset of your life ..

and don't worry that your brain might get lower in price if you used them too much..

coz it's not like your car ..

and no one is going to sell your brain after you die ..

so yea.. dont keep it brand new ..

i know some still keep it sealed with plastic ..

make use of it ..

even when you're not thinking ..

(+++++++)

2011-01-20T22:45:00.007+08:00

i wanna do braces....

hehe..

coz my teeth are too appealing and it's frustrating that girls keep stalking at me..

coz those girls know the sensation of kissing a guy with teeth like me ..

hahaha .. and they loved it i think ..

am i right ??

(ok say whatever u like.. haha)

arghhh i wanna get my teeth fixed ...

private clinics costing me rm4000 plusss plusss ..

wish i could get some cash from parents..

but i'm 23 now ...

hehehe..

i registered for the government one ..

they said will call me in around ...say 3 years??

geeeee doc i wanna get married d ..

3 years waiting + 3 years treatment = 6 years ..

your service is terribly horrible ..

such a long waiting list?

hmm reminds me of how bad Malaysians teeth looks like..

some have 2 rows of teeth ..

for effective digestion i guess..

some teeth are crooked like gosh u don even wanna imagine ..

some .. they have all kind of funny teeth in one mouth ..

u can draw different smiley expressions on each and every tooth ..

the orientation of those tooth will surely fit the smileys..

and some crooked alternately i think ..

like the grinding teeth of a meat-mincing machine..

as for me.. i'm having a vampire set of teeth ..

with the upper jaw's slighty exposing ..

and girls' thought i'm one of the Twilight saga fans..

and they simply admire me for that ..

frustrating .. i don have time for them really .. im busy ..

guess ..

i better start sending my wish to the Make-A-Wish Foundation ..

hope i could find one clinic kind enough to let me do bracing less than rm3k ..

damn stainless steel costs only rm14 per kg ..

why when comes to putting it around my teeth it became so expensive?

aikzz..

i wan those steel fences on my teeth right now ..

coz i love bling bling ... ---> yea right..

o . O

(+++)

11/1/11 God is a boy

2011-01-11T01:48:00.005+08:00

love the calm i'm feeling now ..sitting in my living room alone thinking of nothing, feeling nothing, and it's really cold and dark out there and quiet i swear i can hear the clock ticking .. but i just love to think whether it's necessary or not .. factual or imaginary .. we just gotta keep our brains working don't we .. that's what makes us looking forward for tomorrow after all ..

well tonite crapped a lot with my vintage friend chia wei .. perhaps we were talking shits and we din even know what we were discussing about but hell yea shit flows out from the mouth like verbal diarrhea .. especially after we finish one bucket of tiger beer .. samantha was tagged along but she had wrong medicine and i guess her eyes gonna be like the frog in Fish-a-fish again .. hope she's doing well with the injured chin and the allergy.. god bless her .. speaking of God .. it reminds me a lot bout george carlin's comedies .. talking bout everyday's life ..particularly on religion and god ..

one thing bout religion that i dont understand is well said by him .. he says.. if we pray and we din get what we wanted.. we would say that it's god's will .. but if it's god's will .. why the hell we fucking pray at the very first place? why dont just go straight to his will ?? haha ..funny .. and i think religion is just to control human brains.. history tells everything .. Chinese emperors used to tell ppl that they're of God's children ... just to scare the shit out from the people and make them roll over just like that when they're asked to ..same shit goes to europe where they scam human minds half a millennium ago ..telling them stupid lies by interpreting from the holy books.. u see, those books are full of room for various interpretations .. and it's bad.. it's like breadsticks with 9 flavours but all looked the same .. everyone is eating same breadstick but everyone doesnt get the same taste .. i can tell you it's strawberry but the mouse that ate the other breadstick will tell you it's lemon flavour..so how are u suppose to judge that? one day if i die because i don believe in religion, i have no regrets at all .. coz i just don wan to worship something or get intact with it .. if i ever do so ... believe me it's just for the sake of tradition .. just an identity.. something like my IC ..

and god is just a place for u to hang on when u are lost .. if u can see anything that u can hang on when u're lost then that would be your god.. look around .. some soft toys might be good .. god is not someone watching over you from heaven or what so ever ..if he does he's not at all good at it .. u can do better watching over yourself .. and many ppl who believed in god doesnt really make any sense to me .. coz whenever they're lost they will straight away say ... IT'S GOD WILL .. GOD MADE IT .. GOD-ZILLA .. or whenever something is good ... GOD MADE IT .. when it's bad ... SATAN !!!! and again, george carlin ... " God will punish you and sends you to hell if u do anything wrong ..let u burn, suffer, suffocate, scream, torture, burn and toast you down ther.. but HE LOVES YOU ! ' so wat the hell is tat ..

and one more thing bout our mind ... is that .. we tend to be confused between KNOWING and BELIEVING .. you see a chair and you KNOW the chair will NOT break if u sit on it .. but if you BELIEVE the chair will break .. u wont sit at it .. that's the huge difference when it inteferes with your decisions .. many ppl these days BELIEVE and KNOW but they choose to BELIEVE.. that's why some religious ppl lost their state of mind to THINK ..everything they say comes out from the books.. either quoting it directly to explain some incidents or just speaking it out in colourful ways...

conclusion .. it's make believe.. lol i dono why i crapped bout this ..but i'm really feeling uneasy seeing ppl so devoted to something which i think ... is better remain served as a guidance and good moral values ONLY .. nothing more than that .. GUIDANCE and GOOD MORAL VALUES as in what u learn from lion king, incredible hulk, king kong, humpty dumpty and so on .. ok finally im tired.. goodnite ..

HARDERBOTTLE

2010-12-27T23:09:00.002+08:00

it's been a while though .. i mean a year .. since the last time i blogged din I ? I do blog every day .. just that i'm blogging to myself nowadays .. u can visit my blog at A-15-1 if u'd like to .. look for MSN chat history in tua pui look's laptop.. there's where my daily blog is .. :D anyway yea.. just feel so f*cked up doing my industrial report. .god damn it stupid formats that ought to be followed..??! 1.5 inch from the left margin... 4 inch from the top margin ... 1.5 lines.. 1 inch for spacing of new paragraph, 5 inch from the computer table, eyes 15 inch from the screen, i don even noe what the fuck those things are.. damn those dickheads in UTAR are just couple of inch from hell.. that's wat i know ..

feeling extremely frustrating now but yet still laughing .. anyway listening to Beethoven's Tempest Sonata 3rd Movement right now .. really a nice piece .. can actually hear what's Beethoven was going through when he wrote this shit .. listen to it .. it'll grasp ur soul as if there's a hand squeezing ur soul for 5 minutes and release it for 2 seconds then squeeze it again.. i doubt what i just said but that's what i felt.. i know how i felt trust me .. you dont have to be a fisherman to know how to fish ..

ok so bout my internship .. yeaa finally 12 weeks of low productivity in terms of financial growth has passed !!! yesss... i don really need to work for rm19 per day anymore !! that was a sickening job although it felt fun .. ass those ppl that told me rm500 is a lot for intern .. i'm not there just to learn i do contribute to work too .. just like what the engineers do.. just that i don really havta attend all meetings and sign any documents.. somehow, yeaaa maybe money doesnt really matter in this case.. just that i'd always wanted more money ..hehehe.. met with a bunch of great guys during intern .. heard some malay female engineers dont really liked me though ..coz i always do something stupid called WORKING ! they said i'm acting like my supervisor .. well i do hope they go fuck themselves when free.. with all due respect i do admire them for their capability but please don let emotions work along .. be more professional ... i'm just a trainee .. relax chicks..

and ermm .. yea suddenly felt i'm still loitering in my comfort zone .. i gotta do something bout it .. i suddenly felt that way when i came across Mark Twain's quotation that says "Do something every day that you don't want to do; this is the golden rule for acquiring the habit of doing your duty without pain" .. this quote is super powerful .. plus along with some good humble advices i got from someone i ahh .. how should i say this .. hehehehe .. so yea a lot of thing running through my head these few days .. i mean everything just come together .. i really do feel it's time to do something that would change my life to a better direction .. bukan main telur kat umah tiap2 hari for sure.. gotta focus on my goals instead of the obstacles to achieve them.. coz ppl say u'll bump into things that u focus on .. like those gamblers that win a lot of money .. they never focus of losing ...they kept their minds positive all the time .. trust me , go gamble and don think of losing .. sure u win a lot .. u'll win some new friends that will grafitti your house and kill your dog and wreck ur car(if u have one after gambling) and curse you and threatens you and send you 3M sticky notes saying ' kill you ah if u don pay' ..

and new year is coming ..2010 is ending ..it's been a great year.. lets sit back and watch what's going to happen to this world ..my resolutions , well just as lame as you could wished for .. money, big car, bla bla bla.. just one thing i don wish for.. PRETTY G@L .. coz it came true last year.. eh haehaehaehae.. oh yea.. do wish to be a better person as time goes by..

and please ... forgive my profanity .. i just love to use it at times.. in places like this .. :) u'll see them again if i ever post here. thanks and happy new f*CKin YEAR !

pls happen again ..

2009-12-15T23:54:00.002+08:00

December 14, 2009

Unplugged 2009

Posted by Veen-ismic | at 7:01:00 PM |
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Who would have ever thought that one of the biggest lecture halls in Tunku Abdul Rahman College, would someday accommodate an actual MOSH PIT?!

That's what it came down to, at this year's Unplugged IV Band Competition cum Rock Concert. 6 band finalists. 4 immensely musical guests performers (bands). Two funny emcees. Loads of people, and a terrific organizing committee.

The result? A historical event like never before.

Now, you know that this show has to be a force to reckoned with when someone like yours truly, who has very little liking for rock music, enjoyed himself all the way throughout the event. From the moment the showed kicked off at 6.00 p.m. till the time the curtains were drawn at 11.00 p.m., Unplugged proved to be entirely entertaining, and enormously energetic.

Credits have to be given to the committee for selecting top notch finalists. Down to Earth, winners of the evening's event, definitely deserved their victory -their take on Marie Digby's "Avalanche", Colby O' Donnis and Akon's "What You've Got" (which took everyone by surprise, pleasantly) and a rock-rendition of "Nobody" by the Wondergirls, epitomized the band's creativity and talent. I would say they stood out due to their juicy creativity, nicely blended harmonies, and musical finesse.

(Down to Earth performing)

Other finalists (in performing order) include 202 Band, which was the only band who performed a Malay song that night - "Itu Kamu", by local music phenomenon Estranged and an original composition by one of the band members. Chili Man Skitz performed second, with another notable feat- they were the only finalist with a Chinese song, coupled with a performance of "Love Story" by Taylor Swift. (Yes, the vocalist was female- Miss Jessyca Cheong).

Blackbox took the tide in another direction. The band went more on the hardcore side, performing "Seek and Destroy" by legendary band Metallica, and "Island in the Sun" by Weezer. The thing about Blackbox though, unlike the previous two bands, was that Neo Eu Yann (vocalist) could scream Ala rock. Not like Freddie Mercury of course, but there definitely is great potential.

Down to Earth took the stage next, followed by Pull the Plug. This particular band had me in chills, for two reasons. Firstly, Stuart, the guitarist, played incredibly flawlessly. His transitions were smooth, and his solos left an impact. Above that however, was the vocalist's performance. He had a rock-opera touch to his voice, which was especially prominent in the second song, "The Phantom of the Opera". Very, VERY HAUNTING. Their initial song though (The Fray's "How to Save a Life") didn't go too well.

Finally, The Raccoons - one of the most anticipated acts that evening, took the stage. With renowned members, such a famed vocalist Aryton Bernado Soliano, they performed a medley of two songs: "Level" by The Raconteurs and "Come Together" by The Beatles, ensued by Oasis' "Champagne Supernova". Overall, the band played smoothly, and definitely vindicated expectations.

All did well; all rocked the stage.

The stage deco was arguably simple, which definitely worked in favour of the affair. Unplugged was, after all, a celebration of music, and not a visual arts exhibition. The backdrop was bold, and made a pronounced statement- like it was intended to.

(The stage)

Not to forget, The Ex-Boyfriends kicked off the show with a few self-composed songs. Being winners of the previous Unplugeed from two years ago, the band has clearly maintained their abilities to entertain, and perform very very well.

Guest performers included Beat the System (without Lenard), who started the mosh pit thingamajig. With each guitar strum and each word sung, they gave the audience a huge boost, in terms of energy and spirit. By their second song, the floor before the stage was filled. People were screaming, jumping, headbanging- you name it, TARCians were doing it. (Nothing vulgar, of course. We're very civilized, mind you)

Rosevelt also made an appearance. Mid this year, the band made it's debut during Talentime Night 2009; during which I had the honor of introducing them to the public. While they proved their prowess that night, their performance during Unplugged showed just how much they have improved within the time frame of a few months. Picking up where Beat The System left off, they kept the show going, and added to the rock-themed energy that was building.

NAO was another noted performer that evening. To think that they went on playing pure music without break for about 40 minutes- these are guys with serious stamina. Every note was spot on, and this showed just how professional the band is. Having toured China recently, the band performed flawlessly that night, with a very colourful collection of songs.

Of course, they kind of went on a little too long, as many agreed. That said, the musical stream they weaved that night was like no other. Unique, creative and astounding by any scale.

MC Shaun and MC Nalina spiced things up a lot. Literally, too, thank you. One could easily tell how relaxed and natural they were at hosting such events. No stress, no sweat. Both looked stunning as well. And oh, Nalina definitely made a statement that night: "Dont mess with me. I have killer shoes. Period".

All in all? Everyone who was involved (directly and indirectly) in the production of Unplugged definitely gets two thumbs up. It was a brilliant show- entertaining and power-packed from beginning to end, without a second going to waste. Special congratulatory wishes are in order for Bryan Chin, Nalina Nair, and Jonathan Teo - the big brains behind the whole occassion.

And for those of you who missed out on TARC's Unplugged 2009? Well, pray that there'll be another one next year. Trust me, this is one event you can't miss, even if you're not a TARCian.

Cheerio.

PS: Pictures courtesy of Roslyn Ruslan, Jiahui Koh, and Unplugged.

Ms. It

2009-11-22T00:35:00.003+08:00

i miSs a lot of thinGs theSe dayS ..
i miSs my childhood friendS ..
thOse mAlayS that i uSed to play with thEm in the mud ..
i think soMe of thEm are in priSon nOw coz' they weRe rEally terrible ..
haha ..
i miSs the little giRl living next to my houSe thAt tOok a chOpper aNd ran toWards me, planning tO kill me ..
i miSs the dAyS my bRother and siSter sittinG togethEr chattinG bOut what we'll goNna bE whEn we gRow uP..
i miSs thoSe fiGhts i had with my cOusin bRothEr ..
i miSs thoSe peOple wHo trEated me badly duRing my childhOod ..
they were the oNeS that cOntributed thE moSt fOr where i'm standinG rigHt now ..
i was onCe an idiot kid whO cant afford to miSs a fight with soMeonE..
i learnt the terrible thingS that reSults from quarrelS and fiGhtinGs from theM ..
i miSs thE siMplicity of my kindErgartEn sChool lifE ..
i miSs hOw my dad used to beat me uP ..
i miSs my kindergaRten teAchEr (Ms.Lim) who clEaned me uP when i poOped in my shOrtS ..
sHe had a toUgh liFe i gueSs coz i cAn recAll thAt she wAs wOrkinG in a linGeriE departmeNt tOo while still being my teacheR ..
i miSs thE veRy firSt hUg frOm my mum aftEr the fiRst day in primary sChool during standard 1 ..
i miSs how i fElt when my mOm gave me my veRy fiRst birthdAy giFt ..
it wAs a bar of cHocolate hidden in her wardrobE ..
i miSs thE smell of a soap i uSed in my fOundation studiEs ..
thE smell can trigger a lot dEep inside me ..
i miSs the very firSt feelinG whEn i fiRst mEt soMeone in seCondary sChool ..
i miSs thOse woRdS that soMeone used to tEll me ...
i miSs thE rEal thinGs in life ..
real thinGs that i exploRed in my old zinc-roof-stable-sized-hOuse ...
real thinGs that i exploRed whEn i fiRst hold heR hand 10 yeArS agO ..
real thinGs that i exploRed whEn my mum whispered in my earS ..
real thinGs that i finally understOod but foRgottEn ...
sOmetimes bad thinGs aRen't that bad ..
bad thinGs taught me how to cherish ..
how to be grateful ..
how to treat ppl better ..
and a lots of 'how to' ..

" i jUst hope i could forget everythinG aNd startS a new lifE "..
*lamE and typical*
but i really felt that way ..
and i'm kinda happy to live until today ..
i've got my 2nd chaNcE ..
haha ..

L.V

2009-11-07T20:57:00.002+08:00

LV..
LV..
LV..
LV..
LV..
LV..
come closer pls ..
haha ..
or i'll come to you ..
and makes you the best thing ever happened in my life ..
some day ...
:D

(._.)v

~ ~ ~ ~ ~

2009-10-19T16:13:00.005+08:00

Somebody's after me, I can't pretend to be...
Something I know I'm not...
And when they come for me..
I'll just let them be...
Cause all that I need today, is all I need...
I just wanna be thinking thoughts that I think
Dreaming my dreams and drifting within
I don't know where I'm going
But I know where I've been
so come on look within
Someone will always be more than I'll ever be
So then I'll be myself.
And when they come for me
I'll just let them be
Cause all that I need today.. I need today..
Oh you're big enough...you're tough enough..
and now I begin to see
Girl you've gotta lay your love on me.
It's big enough
so far enough and as far as my eye can see
Girl you gotta, lay your love on me
lay your love on...
Lay your love on...
lay your love on me...
Somebody's after me, I can't pretend to be
Something I know I'm not
And when they come for me - I'll just let them be
'Cause all that I need today, I need today
And I just wanna be thinking thoughts that I think
Dreaming my dreams and drifting within
I don't know where I'm goin'
But I know where I've been
so come on, live your dream
Like a bird without wings...
Like a bird who don't sing...
Like a fish on dry land...
Like I'm swimming in sand...

Like i'm fallen for you ...

aBoUt mE ..

2009-09-20T01:41:00.004+08:00

hEhE ...
sO thiS iS the bLoGsPot thAt my nUrSe iS talkinG aBout hUh ..
my nUrsE alwAyS updatEs mE with lateSt cOol stuffS whEn massaging my nUmb leGs evEry mOrninG ..
wokay ..
sO i'm gOing to staRt off my bloG with an intRoduCtion abOut myself ..
hi ..
i'M stAn ..
rEal nAme shOuld bE nEo ..
stan wAs thE niCknaMe i gAvE to mySelf like 70 yeArS bAck cOz soMe indiAnS in my college cAnt reMembEr my fUll cHinEsE nAme but thEy inSistEd to cAll mE by full nAme..
wEre thEy sMart or stUpid ?
anyway..
i'm 92 yEarS old ..
cUrrently stayinG in Melati UtaMa Old FolkS hOme ..
thEy naMe it " sCrEwEd bAllS hoMe " cOz occupantS heRe cOnsiSt of sEnioRs thAt aRe abAndoned by theiR fAmiliEs .. fReNs and ppl aRound thEm ..
likE mE ..
wEll it'S rathEr a sAd stoRy hOw i ended up here ..
bUt ..
i'll shaRe it with yall anyhOw ..
when i wAs yOunG ..
i was ... well ...i waS yOung ...
haha..
and sOon ...
i gReW oldEr ..
that'S hOw i endEd up hEre ..
sO baSically thiS hOuSe i'm stayinG iS cosy ..
pEacEful ..
spaciOus ..
fReEdOm ..
niCe enviRonmEnt ..
cOz .. i'm stayinG alOnE !
i cOuld recAll pPl arOund mE stayinG with mE ..
bUt now thEy weRe gOne ..
sEemS it wAs likE yEstErday 4am ...
tiMe pAsSes rEal fAst ..
every day ..
i eAt mAmAk mElati utaMa ..
it'S goOd fOr mE cOz it'S bad fOr health ..
u gEt what i'M sayinG ?
life'S gOod whEn it eNded whEre it suppoSe to eNd ..
althOugh i stay alOne ..
but i gEt tiReD .. vEry tiRed..
now yOu dOn wanna kNow hOw i gEt tirEd .. ok?
letS smilE toGethEr ..
:D
i'M old nOw ..
i gOt no tiMe tO griEf ..
i gOt no tiMe to thinK of thE conSequEncEs..
no tiMe to think bOut what u think bOut mE eithEr ..
what'S coMing what'S not ..
i nEed to sMilE as oftEn as i cOuld ..
i'm thE laSt oNe stanDinG in thiS hOuSe ..
i sEe light at thE end of thE tUnnEl ..
bUt i jUst kEep driftinG myself away fRom it ..
i kNew thAt wAs gOd tRyinG tO brinG mE bAck tO whEre i cAme fRom ..
soMehOw i jUst fEel likE sEeinG thinGs a lil lonGer hEre..
but who kNowS ritE ?
i miGht be goNe 2 wEekS fRom noW..
i gOt a Transnasional bus tiCket stating 30th sEptembEr ... 12.30pm .. KL --> alor staR ..
tempat dUduk 3E ..
hahahaha ..
wEi i wAn bAck hOme tOwn !!
gOd dAmn i'm alOne hEre shitty bOrinG !!
fEelS really likE old folkS hoMe..
it suCkS so haRd and i pRomiSe i wOnt sEnd anyonE to old folkS hoMe !!
我发誓 !! lll.(._.) <--- (my thumb and 3 fingers)
my hOuSemateS all wEnt baC yEsterday at 4am ..
hahaha ..
still cOuntinG thE dayS ..
10 moRe dAyS damn it !!
aNd nOw is jUst thE bEgiNninG of Day 2 ..
meeeeoooowwww ~~~~~

LuSt ,, i loVe luSt ..

2009-09-16T00:45:00.002+08:00

End of this semester is just around the corner ..
sO what i've learnt this sem?
i think i can sort them down ..
i've learnt how electrical power machines works ..
how calculators calculate .. damn calculator is not as simple as it seems ..
how robots move basically ..
how religions interfere us and what are considered morality acts ..
like the Utilitarianism .. u are doing a good deed if u are making more than 5 ppl happy out of 10 ppl ..
as long as happy people is greater than down ones ..
u are doing a good deed..
now i can see why Malays love to steal cellphones .. including mine ..
coz i'm the only one got sad and those bastards gang are happy..
this is Morality guys ..
i've learnt how to survive from extreme boredom too..
and improvised my anger management ..
and tried to think a little bit far ..
just a little bit.. haha
and lot more ..

and my spending lust is striking again ...
i wan spend RM1000 !!!!!
or better still more than that ..
i dono wat i wan ..
i dono wat i need ..
i just wanna spend ..
and spend..and spend ...!!!!
but geee i don even have that much money..
arggghhh ..
feels like i got a very loaded gas and wanna fart out loud but happened to be in a library ..
and i need to suck the fart back into my stomach and i cant complain a shit ..
i'm having a hard time ..
lust is really good in torturing and motivating me ..
need lust to get life goin ..
haha
i just love luSt ..
damn i wanna spend .. :(

nOw i beGin tO sEe

2009-09-05T02:08:00.002+08:00

sO ..
3 monthS hOlidAy cOminG rEal sOon ..
haha fiNalS hAvEnt evEn staRted yEt ...
bUt we gotta loOk far ritE to bE suCceSsful ? o.O"
btw cheeRs for thoSe finAls tipS ..
thx rEally appreCiate thOse who shaRed all theSe tipS coZ not really stuDying thiS whole sEm..
well well whAt will tHe plaNs bE for thiS aWeSomE sEmeSteR brEak ?

gotta find a jOb .. haha .. ==
whEre will i bE goinG ?
i dOno whEre i'm gOinG ..
bUt i nOe whEre i haVe bEen ..
dude yOu gotta liVe yOur dreAmS ..
bUt whAt'S my 3-monthS-dreAm ?
all i tHink tO mySelf iS ...
mAx incOme dude .. mAx incOme..
aCtUally i'd likE tO tRy nEw stUffS ..
bEsideS wOrkinG in my fAvOuritE hangOut plAcE ..
PAVILION ... hOoOoOo ~~~
hOpe i cAn fiNd jObS liKe dRug smugglErS or 导游..
thingS that will oPen my eyeS BIGGER ... and BIGGER .. and BIGGER !
but no 康头 ..
-.- ..
or mAybE providing guitAr leSsonS..
bUt it will kinda likE 'cheating' ..
cOz i'm nOt thAt gOod ..
haha ..
tutoR ?
teAch inggErih ..
"shE bEaUtiFul oh ! "
"i lOvE eat and eat !"
ahhh... dOnt think sO ..

argghh guEss i'll jUst sQueezE mySelf intO sOme papEr bAsed jobs in sOme cOmpaNieS thAt offerS gOod pay ..
rm1500 aboVe ..
hee-hee-hee ..
money hAs nEver bEen eNuf ..

sO hOw boUt vacation?
2nd oCtobEr off tO lanGkawi tO cElebratE 'fRog pRincEss' bday..
that'S a gOod stArt fOr my lOng x 3 holy-dAyS .. ( long = 1 month )
bUt wHere'S nExt?
bAng-CoCk ?
liOnpOor ?
ipoh ? eeeww groSs ..
ipoh soundS laMe ..
juscO ipoh?
white coffEe?
taugE chickEn riCe ? (not niCe anyway.. haha super salty ... the riCe like eatinG diRt)
ppl fRom iPoh really "chEong hEi" and "gOod" tAstE..
maYbe it'S an old toWn ..
sO ppl are quitE old oSo ..
evEn the yOung oNeS ..
exCept stevEn zAi ..
haha ..
cAmEron hiGhlandS ?
oOoh wOw i lovE stRawbErrieS .. jAws getting sOur when thinking bOut it ..
muZiuM nEgAra ?
whEre elSe ?
aih ..
go lanGkawi fiRst hehehe ..

dAmn finAls pRolonGed until 29th sEptembEr ..
sO damn long ...
need to speNd almoSt 2 wEekS alone in thiS hOuSe ..
whO nEedS a spot for partiEs can contaCt mE after 20th sEptembEr ..
haha ..

gee juSt watched final destiNatioN ..
the 3D effEctS quite niCe ..
soMethinG i lOng lOng agO foRgotteN ..
reAlly stirS my miNd ..
kiNdA sCary ...cOz rm18 the tiCket ..
ouch ...
anyhOw a great dAy todAy ..
fiRst tiMe hanging out with my nEw haiRcut ..
hahaha ..
sUper sHort ..
jUst imagine u brEak ur pencil intO half ..
that'S thE length of my .. my .. hair ..
makeS me lookEd so old sKoOl ..
haha ..
niCe thoUgh sEeing hOusemateS lauGhing their aSseS blOwn off whEn they fiRst sAw mE ..
especially f^^kinG ed-dwin ..
laUgh till fAce rEd ..
hiS hobby is fartinG reCently ..
sUper sMelly ..
u gRoWn up eating shit huh??
haha sry cEcelia if u're viEwinG thiS ..
bUt i think u nEed tO buy mAsk nOt fOr H1N1 ..
bUt to cOmpromiSe with ur suh-wEe-tiE ..
nO wonder ur rOom no inSectS u smElly tan ..
nEx tiMe come fArt in my room when i'm nOt arouNd ..
kill all thOse tiny crEatuRes that bitE me at niGht ..
KILL EM' ALL !

damn this blog thing is something like a virtual lepak spot ..
really spending good time inside this white window box..
that's all for now ..
and maybe that's all for this month ..
haha ..

牛没有奶了。。

2009-08-28T00:50:00.003+08:00

今晚无端端开心喂。。
这么酱的？
哈哈哈。。。
可能aSsiGnmEnt 赶完了吧。。。
chiCkEn-piE 喔。。
现在很想出门喂。。
虽然已经觉得好像刚搬完五百粒罗里的轮胎。。
但是心里很很很很很很很很很。。。再多一个很。。很“旅行mode”
我要出去！！
但是没有人要陪我　。。
chiCkEn-piE !
全部在玩电吉他。。
我懂七月半不要夜夜出门。。
但是想回我还没有见过鬼。。
现在是美好时机啦。。。
我什么都要看！！

对！连你在想着的我都要看！！
你藏着的我都要看。。。
看了才明白。。。
看了才爽。。。
看了才能对待大家好一点。。。
让大家一起酱开心！！（别想歪歪，我是华文不大好而已表达能力自然差了一点）
每个人开心才叫生活嘛。。
五个人笑一个人哭我会感受到哭着的多过开心的。。
所以就要大家开心啦。。。
不然我也不爽。。。

走啦。。。
去sRi rampai 的 old toWn 坐一下啦。。
或者楼下mamak也好啦。。。
椅子坐烧了我们就回来咯。。。。
走啦喂。。
走啦。。。

要去吗？

今晚本来跟凯勋出的。。
但是他老婆怕喝茶了想吃东西。。。
会变肥。。
所以没有跟他喝茶了。。。
女生整天就是怕肥。。。
但是根本没想过怎样变瘦。。。
哈哈哈。。

于是。。。
我们走吧。。。
走吧。。
走吧。。
走吧。。
走吧。。
去喝杯巧克力牛奶溫的回来就好水一点吗对不对？
没有不对，对吗？

走啦。。
屁股重到酱这么？
年轻人有一对健康的脚就要拿来用。。
哈哈。。
反正我今晚又钓不到鱼。。
chiCkEn piE 喔。。
走啦。。。
走啦。。。
不然我写不停。。。
走啦。。。
走！！！

my SwEet old fRiEnd ...

2009-08-26T23:42:00.003+08:00

Hi .. tOday .. i'm gOing tO intRoduCe my friEnd to yAll ..
hEr nAme iS sAmanthA ..
oR aBu .. aBusAm .. i dOno whEre thAt aBu came fRom ..
haha ..
bUt anyhOw ..
lEt mE tEll yAll bOut hEr ..
shE's bAsically vEry chEerfUl ..
vEry kind ..
vEry spOrtinG ..
nOt vEry fat ...
bUt i wOnt sAy sLim cOz sHe alwAyS diSagrEe bOut it ..
vEry sOciable .. cAn dRink bEer aNd sEmbanG whOle nitE with hEr yOoOo !!
shE's soMe oNe thAt mOst giRlS envy sOmetimEs ..
hahaha ..
shE mAkEs gOod friEndS with a lot of pEople includinG mE ..
i knEw hEr foR almOst 5 yEarS i aSsumE ..
rEally glad thAt we still kEepinG in tOuch aNd sO gOod gOod fRiEndS tOgethEr ..
hehe ..
anywAy ..
sHe'S prEtty ayE ??

wOw .. pRetty wOr .. tUdioh ..
if fUll maRks 5 maRks i givE 6 mArkS leh ..
oiyOk !
bUt shE sayS shE sinGle neh ..
it'S like mE tellinG u gUyS thAt i lovE tO liSteN 张栋良 sOngs ..
hahaha ..

lEng lUi leh ..
sO 'in' ..
pheeuuuuwwwiit ..

bUt ..
leNg lUi oSo cAn bEcOmE cUte leh ..
let mE tEach u hOw ..
hahaha ..
leaRn fRom thE piCs bEloW yah ..

oik!!!!
hEr eyEs !!!
my eyEs !!!
my eyEs !!!
hEr eyEs arE huRting my eyEs !!!!!

i jUs cAnt stOp lAuGhinG !!!!!!!!!!
hahaha ..
dOn blAme mE ..
evEn hEr sistEr iS laUghinG wEi ..
hahaha ..

omG !!
sO cUte !! hahaha ..
i prEfEr eating hEr fAce than the KFC behinD ..
hahahahaha ...
wanna cUbit hEr fAcE d ...
:P
thiS onE full mArk 5 maRks i giVe 50 mArkS !!!
hahaha ...

lol anyway ...
yOu're tOo kind and sPortinG to lEt mE poSt uR 'frOggy' piCs in my blog ..
haha ..
u gOt lOts of coNfidEncE thEre ..
kekeke ..
i bEt it'll chEer a lOt ppl up ..
aNd inspirEs thEm maybE ..
uR piCs actuAlly rEmindS mE tO bE cOmfOrtable and confidEnt bOut whO wE aRe ..
haha ..
anyhOw nO hard fEelinGs yAh ..
if u upsEt i will dEletE thiS poSt ..
haha bUt likEly i wOnt cOz u likEly wOnt upsEt ..
hahahaha ...
tAke cAre my fRen ..
aNd ermm ..
MEET UP AS SOON AS POSSIBLE !!!!!!
:D

btw, yOu alSo rEminded mE bOut thiS fRog i fiSh in fiSh-a-fiSh in fAceBoOk ..

hahahaha ...
cUte nia ..
lol hAppy alwAyS yAh ~~

Tee, Tea or jUst "T" ?

2009-08-20T23:30:00.002+08:00

T fOr tolonGG ..
T fOr thinkinG ..
T fOr tUa pUi ......... wAh .. :D no la no la ..
T fOr 她 ...
T foR T.T ...

miSsing sOmeone and sOmethinG riGht nOw ..
T.T ..

lOsing my sOoniE a bit hUrtS ..
cOz i gOt a lot meSsaGeS inSide thAt i wAn tO kEep ..
a lOt piCs thAt i wAnnA lOok at befOre slEep ..
vidEoS thAt i alwayS lAughed at ...
meSsagEs thAt mEant a lOt ..
piCs that captivatEd me ...
my dEarly fReNs' cOntaCtS ..

geeee .. nEver thOught my phOne wAs SO SO SO impoRtant to mE ..
i sOmehoW misSed it ..
geeee ...
never thoUght that could happEn to mE ...
i'm nOt that sAd loSing my pHonE ..
it wAs wat inside thAt mattErs the mOst ..
T.T ..

i wan thOse meSsagEs and piCs bek ..

T.T ...

gOt my hensem piCs somE moRe inSide ..
what if thEy pUt it oN gAy pOrn wEbsitE ..

i lOve giRl oNe la .. ( the wOrd giRl witHout "s" indicating singular, only 1 )
latEr gOt gAy fliRt with me hOw ?
nOw adi gOt onE gAy fRen ..
maybe he will put extra effOrt on mE aftEr seeing my fAce in gAy poRno wEbsite..

T.T ...

i dOnt lOvE gUyS or ah kuA wEi ..
i lOve giRl only .. ( no "s" )

T.T ..

dAmn ..
i lOSt more than jUst a handpHonE ..

T.T ..

KiKi aNd whAywhAy tua

2009-08-14T00:19:00.011+08:00

oik!
fAcebOokinG kar?
dOn fArm and fiSh or sElling frEns thEre laaa ..
coMe i gOt stOry to tEll if u boRinG ..
yEstErday ..
i cElEbratEd my frEnS bdAy luuuuu ~~
oNe iS whay whaY .. oNe iS yukiKiki ..
aiyEr .. happy nia ..
likE my bdAy only ..
haha ..
siCk of thE dininG plAcEs arOund kl ..
sO i sUggeSted my fRenS to gO somewhEre rEally spEcial ..

eh eh .. FullhOuSe wEi ..

it'S in kElana jAyA .. nOe ma?
sOmEwhEre called thE cOw+cAr+watEr ..
if u dOno sOli la ..
gUa pun xerti nAk habAk la ..
ni kebahagiaan keNa cAri sEndiRi la ..
huhu ..
okEh .. jAdi ..
i meAn .. sO ..
enJoy thE grEat mOmEntS cApturEd by my ..
SoooonniE a/l ErikSen k810 ..

a lOt cUstomErS enjOying.. gOt "qiu qian" tO plAy oSo de ..
sEe .. tHe cOuple swEet nia ..

gOt wEddinG gOing on ...

dari pEndapat sAya .. pEngAruh barat sEcara tidAk lAngSung
tElah mEmpEngaruhi budaya kita ..

mini kUpEr .. GB gang bAng gReat bRitain !!
o hEy o hEy o hEy !!

niCe plACe ... ^^

niCe giRl ..^@^

niCe fOod ..^^

hmmm hmmm !!!

dOn hAte mE if u fEelinG hunGry ritE nOw .. hahaha ^^

they madE up 1/4 of my lifE ..

woot woot !! bEauty and the bEast birthday!!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAH !!
BluR fAcE CCW.. i mEan see his fAcE ..
bLur la .. qUality blur ..haha .. CCW = Cute Cute Whay ..

blUr fAce yUki .. thE cAke hO chiAk wEi !!
CCW 22 yRs old .. hAha oldEr than uS .. :p

bAjA hitam !! hoik hoik !! haha ..

Mona LisA ...tOok mE 16 yEarS to dRaw thiS piC ..
haha .. u tirEd oR not thE spEc lOokS hEavy fOr u .. :P
lOvE thiS piC wEi.. stylO wEi ..

hi yUki ! hi pUiwAh !
cAmwhOrinG .. cUtE .. XD

hae hae .. a simplE prEsEnt thAt SuitS a lot wEi ... !!

wiShing ur birthdAy cOming sOon oso ritE aftEr seeinG thiS blOg hoR?
haha don wOrry la ..
sUrE got dE ..
:P

hee hee hee ..
eh eh ..
gOt a vidEo tOo ..
mAke sUre ur pArEntS arE not aRound beFore u play thE vidEo, noe ma?
loCk uR rOom dOor fiRst yAh ..
cOz..
the cOntEnt of the vidEo ..
it'S 18+ dE ...

bUt !! ... it'S only fOr 25 yEarS and bElow tOo.. (18 < X < 25)
haha ..
dOn sEe 18+ nia think of japanEse and PamEla AndErSon yah ..
dOn think sEngEt la ..
cliCk thE 'play' bUtton nOw..

lol suh-weeeeeeeeeeeeeet ~~ !!
by thE way if u notiCed in thE vidEo .. at 0:01 onwaRds thE 'yOoooOoo" vOice wAs fRoM CCW ..
sExy ritE ...
hahaha ...
hOpe evEryone's happy thAt nitE ..
aNd alSo u gUyS whO jUs rEad thiS poSt ..
again ..
hieeeeppiE birthdAy tO yUki and cHonG cHer whAy!!

=)

作文（一）：完成故事

2009-08-01T10:25:00.010+08:00

“上个星期四，当我跟其生在回家路途时。。突然！我们都很饿。。。 ”

试以你所经历的经验，完成以上的故事。。您的作文需达到50字以上。。

上个星期四，当我跟其生在回家路途时。。突然！我们都很饿　。。　
于是，　我们决定了去Sri Rampai夜市打包食物。。
那里的夜市场超急大！！！！
有卖鱼，虾，螃蟹，沙爹，鸡饭（马来版），台湾香肠，臭豆腐，鸡扒，龙肉米粉，草莓云吞面，东炎狗肉等等。。

大慨半小时后。。。我们都满载而归。。

有马来鸡饭，（不懂是马肉还是鸡肉），有沙爹，（30串才rm10).. 够力便宜。。
有kebab, 有豪华经济饭。。有murtabak。。我的最爱。。

妈的。。酱大片怎样吃噢。。
算了。。 Edwin很听话，所以我给了他剩下的鸡骨吃。。

童年与马来朋友爱吃的食物。。。吃这个后总会跟他们骑脚车很远的。。。

看我的sideburn指哪里就懂哪里有东西好吃啦！！

尤稳。。上次露宝。。现在露点。。
生病吃饭。。希望没有酱快露灵魂。。

很猛的鸡。。鸡。。。鸡劈。。

吃就厉害啦。。。整天就是会吃罢了。。
没有看到我吃pun 。。
哈哈。。

重伤喂写华文。。。够力难。。。
现在“超急”累。。但是又要出去吃了。。。
猛～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～

5 minutes to midnight

2009-07-28T23:49:00.002+08:00

THINGS TO DO EVERYDAY .. (weekends excluded)

- online.. go facebook .. farmers everywhere ..

- msn ..see who got new PM .. see who online ..

- go eat dinner with housemates .. danau kota/genting klang/wangsa maju ..

- supper at melati curry house .. nasi goreng cendawan+ air suam ---> rm4

- take fresh air .. M.M, P.M, S.M ..

- go blog see got new post or not .. if u are like me u will be flattered to see this post..

- think of wat to do tomorrow .. which comes back to another same day tomorrow..

- watch yahoo news .. youtube .. *color*tube .. ( this one once in a while) ... and craps like wikipedia .. a lot surprises there ..

- do revision ( nex week onwards)

- walking aimlessly in the house ..

- webcam with sen .. ( once and for all)

- play with yeoh woen's microphone ( occasionally )

- play guitar .. who wants to listen "Funeral of Hearts - H.I.M" acoustic version can come over ..

- listen to Metallica , Joanna Wang( just recently) and all my favourite songs ..

- observe MRR2 traffic flow .. peak hour traffic jam is 5.30pm ..

- "you spin me right round baby right round " ...

- yamcha at night if got company .. old town Tmn Melati/Tmn Sri Rampai/PV 10

- thinking of buying a normal chair to save my backbone ..

- planning where to work on holidays .. "Symphony" sounds good for the moment .. bye2 TopshOp paviliOn..

- waiting for weekends ..

eh !!.. 我好像忙pun嘛 ..

一二三。。　一起喊　。。

2009-07-22T11:14:00.002+08:00

今天是拜三　。。。

不是拜山　。。。

所以　。。

你们准备好了没有　？？

来。。

一。。。

二。。。

三。。。

深呼吸！！！

我们一起喊！！！！

啊～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～～！！

你有喊吗　？

有的话　。。。

请你少看香港戏　。。。

不要学香港人酱多啦。。。

他们爱对着山喊。。。

才来在连续剧里因为土崩而车祸　。。。

我们静静吃椰浆饭就好　。。。

其实　。。

要喊的话。。。

我们今天一起去对麦格风喊　。。

有兴趣可以联络我　。。

hOw tO cOok a gOod SundAy

2009-07-19T12:23:00.004+08:00

firSt..
wAke up eArly in thE mOrninG ..
gEt wAstEd in uR bEd fOr 10 minS ..

whEn yOu fEel uR eYeS arE rEady tO oPen ..
rUb yOur eYeS until it'S sMooth ..
mAke sUre thiS iS dOne pRopErly fOr bEttEr fEel ..

thEn ..
tEll yOurself : " what a niCe weathEr toDay !! ahh fUn to bE alivE !! "
at thiS pOint u will fEel reAlly gOod ..
tAke a dEep brEath and stretCh ur bOdy fOr a tEndEr tExtUre ..
thEn ..
cLoSe yOur eYeS back aNd cOntiNue slEepinG ..

nOw thAt's a grEat sUnday !!!!!!!

InSidE thE Egg sHell lieS thE Egg Yolk

2009-07-08T00:55:00.004+08:00

tOday ..

i'm nOt hoMe all day lOng ..

it'S sO tiRinG ..

i'm nOt happy ...

i jUs ...

fEel a lOtz lOtz of 幸福 ..

yeehehe ..

that mAttErs the mOst ...

:P

pUffS ... nOt cReam pUffS ..

2009-07-05T23:23:00.003+08:00

cAn wE ..

stArt all oVer agaiN ?

likE hOw wE mEt on the fiRst dAy ??

likE i dOn evEn nOe ur nAme and u dOn evEn noE minE ??

likE i'm still havinG my lOng lOng hair with glAssEs ...

whilE u still fiGuRing whO thE hEll i am ..

cAn wE ??

i gOt a loT of thinGs i kEpt inSidE thAt i'd likE tO sAy to yOu ..

cAn wE ??

"i wAs lOst bAc thEn ..

nOw i'm fOund ..

evEr sincE u've bEen arOund .."

sO ..

cAn wE ??

edWin lOvEs hiS biRthdAy

2009-07-04T23:58:00.007+08:00

tOday ... i mEan yEstErday ..

wAs 4th of jUly ..

aNd i'm nOt gOnna tAlk aboUt aMericAn indEpedEncE dAy ..

i dOn giVe a shit bOut thAt ..

whAt matter the mOst ..

iS ... err .. edwin tan yee zen's bday a.k.a ed-dwin ... 老千.. ah tan .. or ***** tan ..

we wErE frEnS for 12 yeArS .. aint that lOng huh ..

aint it lOng??

it wAs hiS f*****G .. i mEan fAscinAtinG 21st bDAy .. !! (hE lOvEs vulgAry)

hE thAnkEd uS .. i mEan trEated uS wiTh a mEal in T.G.I FridAyS pAvilion sUck-bAll bRanCh ...

stRawbErry ..damn jUs cant recall the nAme ..

niCe thOugh ..

but nOw couGh likE kok kok 鸡 ..

大盘虾板面 ..

rm29.90 ..

因为是在拜五吃 ..

pEn ... err..

Kenn... no no ..

ahh foRgot the name la ..

it'S an indiAn smEll fiSh ...

nOt sO niCe ..skEtchy flavOur ..

with thE new speCieS vEgE insiDe ...

eh eh ..

dOn kEh si kEh si ..

sEn wAs happiEr thAn ed-dwin i guEss ..

aN empty plAtE ..

with sOmE emptY thOughtS pOppin' ..

empty stoMach ..

empty wOrdS ..

sO thiS iS uS ..

aftEr all thEsE yeArS ..

thiS iS wAt u'll gEt ..

dAmn i reAlly dOn liKe tO takE piCs whEn i'm nOt rEady ..

anyhOw thAt wAs sOme keN-dinG-a-dOng fiSh in my mOuth ..

with sOme beEr .. yEa .. i cAn rEmembEr thAt ..

yA pEng ..u lOokEd pRetty in thiS piC ..

dOn fEel guilty la dRinkinG bEer ..

gOod bEer mAkeS gOod fReNs and gOod fReNs mAke bEer gOod ..

sEe chAi linG .. jUs sEe it fOr uRself ..

sEe ??

as a cOnclusioN ...

toDay iS 5th oF july adi ..

thAnk yOu ed-dwin ..

happy bdAy .. !!

P.S : damn u'Re my f****** hOusemAte .. nOthinG mUch tO say .. haha thX dudE happy swEet 21st f****** bdAy ... frEnS fOr lifE ..

mOnk eAtinG meAt

2009-07-02T15:43:00.004+08:00

it'S bEen a lonG while i nEver fElt thiS way ..
it'S soMethinG that yOu fEel bUt u hAvE nowherE to shOw it ..
it haS alwAys been thiS way ..
sinCe ovEr a thOusand dayS agO ..
yOu tRy to clEan tHoSe trAckS frOm yOur bAck bUt thOse trAckS somEhoW cOming fRom the fRont..
a fiSh kEeps swimming ..
and swimming ...
and swimming ...
and swimming ...
and swimming ...
and swimming ...
and swimming ...
thinkinG thAt this is whAt thEy are mEant to dO ..
instEad of lOokinG fOr a plaCe to hidE..
a shElter fOr sUrvival ..
thEy are sO cOnvinCed abOut the wAy thEy livEd ..
aNd dO thinGs likE wat otHerS fiShes are doinG ..
sOmethinG thAt shOuld not be foRgotten werE loSt in thOse fiSheS ..
who wAntS tO livE like a fiSh ..
fReEdom doEsnt meAn anythinG fOr thOSe fiSheS ..
nOthinG iS wOrthy fOr thOse fiShes bEsidEs sEaweed and plAnktoNs ..
thEy WerE lOSt ..
why cOuldnt thEy juSt stop swimminG fOr a sEcond ..
and wOndEr bOut' thinGs that rEally mAttErs?
kEep rUnninG fRom biGger fiShes ..
kEep sWimming with frEns in a gRoup tO rEduCe thE riSk oF gEttinG cONsumEd by pRedatoRs ..
kEep thinkinG thAt thEy dOn wAnna diE ..
thE mOre frenS thEy hAve thE thiCkeR chAncE thEy cOuld sUrvivE..
gEt wat i'm sAyinG ?
well ..
u wOnt..
thAt'S thE thinG ..
my mEdicine maY blEed sOmeoNe ..
my knifE maY reliEve uR itCh ..
my sWeetS may be bittEr ..
bUt ..
ur mEdicinE sUrely heAls mE..
ur knifE suRely hUrts mE ..
and ur sweetS will always bE suh-Weeeet ..

Suh-wEeeeeeeet !!
suh - ..... Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet !!!

你完蛋了

2009-06-30T10:37:00.003+08:00

每当你很奋斗地为一件事去拼，不管生死。。
但是却不懂为了什么而拼。。
你会继续拼下去吗？
会不会感到呼吸困难？
过程中你不懂原因地在拼时。。
你的自尊会不会被耻辱淹没。。
却想到要躲起来？
你的心有没有受伤害呢？
每当你走到路终时。。
你失去了控制。。
然后你却才发现。。
原来你所想象的一切。。
都带你来到了这个地步。。
这个时候。。
你的理想已毁灭了你的灵魂的心灵。。
你的信念在玻璃碎片上行走。。
你的宿醉和松垮感永远都烦着你。。
其实世上根本没有任何东西是永远的。。
当你把你所有的“家”烧毁了。。
你能够真正自己独立过生活吗？
你有站太靠近火吗？
有没有像一个人正在从他爱人的石头寻求原谅至于他所撒的一切谎言？
当生活与死亡的时间到了。。
你却得不到第二次的机会。。
你心里有某些东西应该是死了。。

人人都爱讲他们是最幸福的。。
我却认为我身边的人都永远是第二最幸福的人。。
因为。。真正最幸福的人永远都是我。。

上床是為了起床

2009-06-16T12:12:00.005+08:00

星期日，一覺睡到下午2
點還不願起床，我在旁邊叫喚他。
「起床了好不好？我們出去走走，去吃東西。」N遍之後，他仍在睡。
我下樓去，走到公園時，打了他手機，我想，這下，他不得不起床了吧？
響了好幾聲，他終於接了電話，只是他告訴我的是：「妳讓我過我自己想過的生活好不好？」
突然間，我不知該如何回應，倖倖然掛上電話後，一個人坐在公園裡，有點茫然有點不知所措，那麼我自己的生活又是什麼呢？
一個人的時候過自己的生活，兩個人的時候也各自過生活？？
肚子餓了是唯一明確的方向，我漫步到肯德雞，點了餐，端了餐盤往樓上走，三三兩兩的人群，小孩的吵鬧聲在我耳邊沸騰著，我沒有感覺到煩燥，反而覺得這種人氣很好，我安靜的吃我的炸雞看我的報紙，四週喧嚷的小孩聲壓過了我心裡悲傷的低鳴聲，近日來，就情緒上來說，我並不太快樂，我需要注入一些快樂的聲音在我的心房。
一個小時後，我離開肯德基並外帶了一份餐，在往回家路上走著時，我重新思考著過自己生活的事情，我可以當作我是一個人生活，一個吃飽一個人散步一個人回家去嗎？？
我不會，也不行，我可以一個人吃飯、一個人散步，可是我不會忘了要買一份食物給在家裡的家人，一個人的生活裡其實包含了兩個人。
婚姻裡，有一個很難的部份就是，你不明白什麼時候該一個人，什麼時候又該兩個人？
而女人卻會自然而然的照料跟妳一起生活的人，也許妳照顧不了他的心情，可是妳會顧及他的溫飽。
想著想著，就走到了家門口，我站在門口，有鑰匙卻沒有開門，我按了門鈴，他開了門....
「先生，請問你有沒有叫肯德基外帶全家餐？」我站在門口對他說。
他對我笑而不答。「沒有嗎？我送錯了啊？？」我笑。
他把東西接過手，牽著我的手進了家門。
晚上，他居然帶我去逛了夜市耶，這是一件非常難得的事，因為他超討厭逛夜市，而且，他很有耐心陪我一條一條的逛著，臉上沒有一絲不耐煩。
我想，他明白這是
"我一個人生活時愛做的事，二個人生活時也希望可以做的事。"

如果相遇，你會感到相知，那麼，有一種習慣
─叫做陪伴。
如果陪伴，你會感到珍惜，那麼，有一種甜蜜
─叫做存在。
如果存在，你會感到壓力，那麼，有一種善良
─叫做離開。
如果離開，你會感到輕鬆，那麼，有一種勇敢
─叫做放棄。

忙的時候，想要休息；
渡假的時候，想到未來。

窮的時候，渴望富有；生活安逸了，怕幸福不能長久。

決定的時候，擔心結果不如預期；

看明白了，後悔當初沒有下定決心

不屬於自己的，常常心存慾望；

握在手裡了，又懷念未擁有前的輕鬆

生命若不是現在，那是何時？

心情佳。。搬了家。。

2009-06-06T00:32:00.003+08:00

又再失眠了。。
所以又有新的blog了。。
上个礼拜我与猪朋狗友搬了家。。
有喜有悲。。。
喜的。。
大家都应该了解。。
悲的是。。
我不得再嗅旧邻居煮的菜肴了。。
T.T
今天进入了第三晚在新家过夜。。
感觉上像有了一个新的好朋友。。
我非常满意我现在新的房间。。
房间里的每一寸都让我眼睛看了很舒服。。

看起来很像旧的房间。。

是一件好事来的。。

每天八点太阳公公偷窥我睡觉的死样子。。
给我带来了一献新希望。。
令我感到很幸福。。
前晚六点睡。。
太阳公公照样八点跟我打招呼。。

本来不打算六点睡的。。
可是我的好友陈以谦爱搞惊喜。。
他把他的粉红吉他啦。。可爱laptop啦。。 hellokitty桌灯啦。。
全部装在一个插头。。就一个插头而已。。容易吗酱对不对。。
（他是quantity survey 的。。不能怪他。。）
结果一开电。。
家跳电了。。
弄得家黑暗如我另一个好友刘蹲酸。。哎呀不知道他华文名啦。。
第一次还可以开回电。。
好彩。。
竟然第一次没有事。。
所以陈以谦就试第二次。。
（再次请大家原谅他，他是quantity survey 的，不能怪他）
因为往往有第一次，就要有第二次嘛。。
有第二次，就要有第三次嘛。。
一开，又如预料中的再跳电了。。
陈以谦就对自己说：“哎呀，刚才能开回电，现在也能啦，才第二次，反正还有第三次啦。。一样的啦。。 ”
（请大家原谅他！！！！！当着我跪下来吧。。）
真知　。。　真知　。。唉不知要骂什么好　。。　算了　。。
就开不回电了。。
fuse断了。。
我们第一个晚上就酱停电过夜。。
这是当晚的情形。。
心情实在是　。。　算了，　又骂不出　。。
感觉像看到印度人后踏到粪，然后跌倒吃到泥土，然后被过路人踩几下。。

还好隔天早上有好风景看　。。

就没有想酱多了　。。
不错leh 。。

再看看晚上的。。
哈哈。。
来住跟我啦。。
不用羡慕的。。

搬家的过程中，为了要偷偷骂人，我们各自都带了一个口罩。。
酱就不伤感情啦！

还没搬完家　。。
明天还要搬家。。心情佳！

sOny PMP ..

2009-06-01T23:18:00.004+08:00

i tOok a qUiz in fAcEboOk and it prEdiCtEd thAt i am a dUdE wHo ..

Thinks far with vision .. .still a bit cUn ..
Easily influenced by kindness ... fUck*** .. i mean daMn cUn ..
Polite and soft-spoken ... what u thiNk ?
Having lots of ideas ... izZit ?
Sensitive ... yEa mAn .. i nOe it whEn sOmeonE iS havinG fEvEr ..
Active mind ... mOrE spEcifically .. activE inActivE mind ..
Hesitating ..in sOme aspEctS yEs la .. sOme tHinGs cAnt rUsh la .. but gEnerally... mai le .. whEre gOt ..edwin la hEsitAte .. alwayS nEed tO pEe whEn wan gO oUt ..
Tends to delay .... shit i cAnt bEliEve thiS ...
Choosy and always wants the best ... pErhapS .. bUt i gOt nOt mAny oPtioNs tO chOosE fOr thE mOment ..
Temperamental ... u mEan hOt-tEmpeRed ?? whErE gOt wEi stupid lAme qUiz ..
Funny and humorous ... fUnny pun la ..
Loves to joke ... i'M sEriOus all tHe timE .. nOw thAt's a jOkE ..
Good debating skills ... nO mAn .. i alwAyS lOse tO giRls whEn dEbatE ..
Talkative ... =="
Daydreamer ... i thinK sO ..
Friendly ... nOt rEally ... stay aWay fRom mE strAngErS ..
Knows how to make friends ... nO
Abiding ... a bi ding?
Able to show character .. nEed ur hElp in thiS ..
Easily hurt .. yEa .. eAsily shOw it ?? nO ..
Prone to getting colds ... hell yEa !
Loves to dress up ... yEa evEn at hOme i wOnt bE semi nAked ..if sEmi nAked alsO it'S bottoM hAlf ..
Takes time to recover when hurt .. whO doEsnt nEed time la .. bOdoh quiz
Brand conscious .. yEa all my stUffS mUst bE brAndEd likE Niki, Bata, F.O.S .. brANd iS jUs a brAnd tO mE ... bUt if it cOMeS tO impOrtant ppl aRound mE .. i'll mAke sUre thEy gEt brandEd ..haha .
Executive .. nO .. i'm jUst a studEnt ..
Stubborn ... yEa .. my mOm sAys i atE cOw'S vAginA stEwEd with viNegAr .. thAt's why ..
Those who loves me are enemies ... nO mAn .. i nEed lOve ... haha

smElls like rEal shit

2009-06-01T03:59:00.004+08:00

A gift fRoM a giftEd friEnd ..

yOu dAnCeS sO muCh bEttEr iN sLow-Mo ..

4 of uS eAtinG .. gEttinG lEssEr evEry yeAr ..

i atE almOst all ..

alOr stAr .. thE plAcE whErE u dOn eVen nOe whAt's hAppeninG ..

finAlly i'm uplOadinG sOme piCs .. hehe ..
totAlly rAndOm .. jUst uploAd whAt i rAndoMly cOpiEd ..
cOz ed'S shitty laptOp doEsnt alloW mE to uploAd mOre piCs .. lol ..
bluEtOoth connEctioN dEcAyed ..

hAvinG imSomniA sinCe aftEr exAm ..
gOsh sO loSt sittinG in thiS livinG rOom rigHt nOw ...
fOr oNe lAst night mAybE ..
mOvinG to a nEw hOuSe ..
i'vE gOt mySelf a klcc viEw rOom .. fEels gOod ..
thOsE windOwS aRe likE prOjeCtoRs ..
evEryoNe woRkEd thEir aSseS off tOnitE ..
thE hoUse iS prEtty clEan nOw ..
wE'rE mAkinG a hOusE warminG paRty gUyS !!
pAr-tAy pAr-tAy uh-ha!!
mAYbe by thiS wEekEnd ...
mAybe by nEx wEekEnd ..
or mAybe i'm jUs kiDdinG ..
haha ..
bUt if wAn plS suGgest ..
i miSs bEer ..
gOod bEer mAke gOod frEnS .. gOod frENs mAke bEer gOod ...

i gOt a cOld jOke tO tEll ..
reAl cOld ... iCe cOld ..
"oNe dAy .. a kid is walkinG dOwn thE strEet ..
and sUddenly hE bUmped himsElf into a reAlly hArd shit ..
bUt thAt ain't nO shit .. it'S an old mAn's stOmaCh ..
thE kid wAs sO cUrioUs why thAt stOmaCh wAs sO haRd ..
and thE old maN told him ..
kid, i'm 印度人 .. (硬肚人) ..
haha ..

fUn tO bE alivE ..
lEt'S cAll it a dAy ..

ok !

2009-05-31T07:52:00.002+08:00

wOhO oNe wEek adi tiMe paSseS sO fAst bEk in kL ..
i'vE wAtchEd 3 mOvieS bUt hAd watcHed 2 of em' twiCe ..
niGht at tHe mUsEum 2 .. aNgeLs aNd dEmOnS .. tErmiNatOr sAlvAtiOn ..
aNgeLs aNd dEmOnS wAs tHe nicEst mOviE ...
whAt'S bEst iS i wAtcHed it with aLL my gOod gOod frEnS .. likE yEoh ..
hE sayS i alwaYs wAnna mEsS with hiM ..
thAt shoWs i cArE dOod ! haha ..
i alSo rEdbOx-ed oNcE witH mY swEet old friEnd ...
that wAs niCe .. thinGs hAppEned a lOt thAt dAy ... huHuhu..
aNd it sEemS thAt thE timE fOr sinGinG wiLL nEvEr bE enuF ...
evEn oNly 2 oF uS sinGinG ..
wE still gOt a lot sOngS tO sing wEi ..
nEx tiMe gO agAin yAh .. hEhE ..
yAy aNd rEsultS nOt bAd fOr tHis sEm ..
i wiSh i did bEttEr thOugh .. ^^
anywAyS it dOeSnt mAttEr a lOt la .. haha ..
thiS sEm i miGht wAnna altEr my lifEstylE ..
i tHink i'm gEttinG a jOb ..
pArt timE jOb ..
wAnnA gEt bUsy with it ..
oH well i gUeSs eNuf oF plAyinG until my stUdiEs and thiS cOminG jOb rEmindS mE of it ..
aikS i gOt sOme piCs tO show bUt sO laZy tO upload it nOw ..
fOrgiVe mE plSsSs ...
and edwin bOught a nOkia 5800 .. thAt wAs cOol ..
hAhA ..
tAtA ..

addiCtEd ...

2009-04-06T01:43:00.007+08:00

it'S 1.54 am nOw ..
cAnt slEep wEi ..
evEry niGht tRyinG tO slEep .. liSteNinG tO mp3 ..
whilE stArinG at tHe cEilinG ...
it'S tOtally dArk ..
all i sEnsE is thE wind bLowinG fRom the cEiling fAn ..
it'S tOtally dArk ..
i cAnt eVen sEe thE cEilinG fAn ...
bUt i sEe sOmethinG elSe ..
i sEe whAt i'm sEekinG fOr ..
i sEe thE pAst ..
i sEe thE fUtuRe mAybE ..
i sEe yOu ..
i sEe mE ..
i sEe evErythinG i wAn evErytimE bEfoRe i gEt intO slEep ..
evErythinG i wiSh fOr ..
evErythinG i wAn tO rEaliSe ..
eVerythinG i wAn tO dO ..
i eVen sEe ..
pEoplE i'd likE tO sEe aGain ...
pEoplE i'd likE tO spEnd my tiMe witH ..
sOmE sEemS tO bE neAr ..
sOmE sEemS imPossibLe ..
sOmE sEemS ridiCulOuS ..
sOmE jUs mAdE mE lAuGh silEntly iN my rOom ..
it tAkeS mE a lOng timE tO slEep eVery niGht ..
a lOt oF thinGs hAppEninG in mY 7cm radiUs hEad ..
my bRaiN iS jUst likE a vidEo plAyEr ..
plAyinG CDs aNd pRojEctinG thEm on tHe cEilinG thRu mY eYeS ..
i cAn sEe a lOt eVery niGht ..
sOmetimEs thEsE thinGs mAy hUrt mY emptY bRain ..
sOmetimEs thEy hUrt mY wEak hEart .. hiGh chOleStrOl fOod cOnSuMptioN lAtely ..
sOmetimEs, or rAthEr, mOst oF thE tiMe .. thEy hUrt bOth ..
LifE's jUs liKe a triAnglE tO mE ..
i stArtEd off at tHe middlE oF an eDgE ..
nOw i'm mOvinG sLoWly tO a sHarp pOint ..
tHinGs stArtEd tO nArRow dOwn ..
oNe by oNe ..
dAy by dAy ..
tHinGs gEttinG cOmplEx with littlE spAcEs lEft ..
i wiSh i stArtEd off fRom a shArp pOint to an edgE ..
haha .. bUt thErE's nO tuRninG bAck ..
sOmetimEs i rEally hAve nO idEa whAt's gOing on ..
whAt wiLL bE ..
whAt hAd happEned ..
i'M sUppoSe tO liVe evEry dAy aS if it'S my lAst dAy ..
bUt i'M livinG evEry dAy aS if tHerE's alwayS a "tOmorrOw" ..
sOmE pPl sAy whEn lOvE is fAdinG ..
"thoSe" mEmOry stArtS tO hAunt yOu ..
bUt tO mE ..
it'S cOmplEtEly tHe rEveRsE ..
tO mOst of tHe pEople oUt thErE tOo i gUeSs ..
sO loSt ..
i tOt i knEw it all ..
bUt sOme thinGs ..
i gUeSs i will nEvEr knOw ..
thinGs thAt miGht appEar diffiCult may bE thE easiEst thinG i'vE evEr dOnE ..
bUt .. sOmE bAsiC thinGs .. sEemS tO bE tHe hArdEst thinG i'vE evEr dOnE ..
aNd til tOdAy .. i dOnt evEn know hOw thEsE thinGs happEned ..
i jUst wiSh sOme oNe iS alwayS thEre fOr mE ..
cOz sOme thinGs ..
yOu jUst cAnt dO it ALONE ..
aNd jUs whEn i tRy sO hArd tO pUt thE puZzlEs tOgethEr ..
i sEe a tRanquil darknEss aGain ..
aNd suddEnly i cAn fEel thE wind bLowinG fRom tHe cEilinG fAn ..
i grAsp fOr air ..
i tOok a dEep breAth ..
aNd thAt's whEn i tEll mysElf evEry niGht ..
"dUdE .. it'S timE tO gEt into slEep ..
bEforE otHeRs stArtS tO wake uP .."
lEt mE giVe yOu a flyinG kiSs ..
RM0.60 pEr kiSs .. if yOu rEcEivEd it u oWe mE rm0.60 ..
hOt and wEt extrA chArgEs .. oNe minUte rm6.20 .. aftEr midnight rm16.80 ..
hOpe yOu cAn slEep tiGht evEry niGht ..
slEep wEll ..
slEep wEll aNd lEt thErE bE sWeet drEamS ..
fOr sWeet drEamS aRe mAde of tHeSe ...

很想。。

2009-03-19T01:49:00.002+08:00

很想。。

能够把所有心里的感受说出来。。

很想。。

每一天都能让你开心。。

很想。。

能够让世界对大家更美好。。

很想。。

能够给人家带“咖喱鸡”回家。。

很想。。

每晚抱着你睡着。。

很想。。

牵着你的手。。

很想。。

能够实现所有东西。。

很想。。

成为一个更好的人。。

很想。。

不必再说这么多话。。反而多一点行动。。

很想。。

永远都能记住所有的美好时光。。

很想。。

能体会到所有感觉。。

很想。。

能够更了解你。。

很想。。

知道我应该如何怎样对待人家更好一点。。。

很想。。

不会再有后悔的感觉。。

很想。。

说一声我。。唉。。还是讲不出。。

：（

DoG-eArEd hEart

2009-03-10T23:49:00.005+08:00

tiMe pAsSeS sO quiCkly ..
sliPpinG thRough oUr fiNgErs eAch and eVeryDay ..
aNd i'm gEttinG old ..
i'm fEelinG old ..
sO old ..
vEry vEry old ..
and as i'm typinG thiS i'm gEttinG oldEr ..
oUch ..

liFe's reAchinG a tUrninG pOint ..
nOthinG sEemS to mAttEr anymOre ..
nOt eNjoYinG tHinGs as mUch as i uSed tO ..

rEmEmbEr wHen i wAs sMall i wOuld wiSh fOr mAny tHinGs ..
KFC ..
mCd ..
hOt dOg ..
nUggEt ..
haha all fOod .. i loVe tO eat wEi ..

bUt nOw ..
i lOok fOr riCe Only evErydAy ..
nOt inteRestEd in otHeR fOodS anymOre ..
nOt eatinG nOodleS ..
nOt eatinG breAd ..
my minD iS nOt cRavinG fOr sO many tHinGs anymOre ..
aNd i dOn cArE sO muCh whetheR tHe fOod iS niCe or nOt ..
i oNly wAn tO feEl fUll ..
my tOngUe dOesnt sEemS tO cAre ..

uSed to tAlk a lOt ..
i cAn tAlk oN almOst anytHinG ..
bUt nOw ...
lAzY to eVeN sPeak wHeN i dO hAvE tHinGs pOppinG uP in minD ..
nOthinG muCh tO shArE eithEr ..

uSed tO feEl that gOinG tO kl iS likE a fAntaSy..
bUt nOw ..
i wiSh i cOuld leAvE kl fOr a vaCatiOn ..
fEel likE i'vE sEen eveRy daMn tHinG On eaRth ..
i'M numb dOing eVerythinG ..

aNd fOr gOd sAke i'm jUs 20 plUs ..
lOnG wAy tO gO wEi ..
lAst tiMe tHE fOrtuNe tEllEr saYs i cAn liVe tiLL at leAst 89 yEarS old ..
thAt sOuNdEd sCary fOr thE moMent ..
haha ..

mAybE i sHudnt plAy sO muCh whEn i wAs yOung ..
nOw nothinG sEemS nEw ..
dOinG eVerytHing aS if it'S juSt a rOutiNe ..
iS thiS lifE ?

iS thEre anythinG elSe oN eaRth thAt i do nOt nOe ??
plS tEll mE ..
i wOuld lovE to nOe ..
aNd i'M nOt talkiNg abOut wHo'S thE pRime miNistEr oF iRan oR what animal hAve Only oNe tEsticLe .. (iran dont have prime minister and birds only have a testicle for balancing i guess)
thOsE i dOn wan tO nOe ..
bUt i alReady nOe ..
tEll mE ..
anYthinG tHat i dO nOt nOe ??

沉默果园

2009-03-04T13:08:00.003+08:00

从前，有一个果园。。
以后，我相信也会有一个果园。。
但是，我比较喜欢讲从前。。

就从前啦。。
有一个果园。。属于一个夫妻的。。
那对夫妻很少讲话。。
尤其是那个夫人。。
上次跟他买水果他都跟我微笑而已。。
也不知道是不是在微笑。。
因为牙齿也爆一点点的他。。
屁股啦他。。脸看起来像我啦。。
但是我的customer service 一路来都没有酱差过。。
但是又很像我的脸啦那个死人头。。
算了。。
还好他老婆还会跟我讲一些话啦。。
他老婆漂亮pun喂。。没有开玩笑的漂亮。。
但是他们的感情不错的。。
虽然我觉得她老公像个屁！
有一次我看到他们在果园里。。
坐在榴莲树下拥抱着。。
享受小鸟的尖叫声。。。
忽然，我看见有一粒榴莲像要掉了！！！！！！！！！！
心想。。
‘几想哪里榴莲掉在那个夫人的头上。。给他醒一下。。’
但是又看到他妻子跟他酱开心。。
就改变主意。。
‘榴莲不要掉！！’
怎知　。。　一阵大风吹来　。。　
啊！！！！

但是榴莲没有掉啦。。
讲爽而已。。
无意中他们俩发现了我的到来。。
本来他们差点进入更一层的感情了。。
因为我看到两个人的嘴唇都尖了起来。。
俩人颈项也抽筋似的斜了一边。。
眼睛都想刚睡醒那样了。。
但是我竟然出现。。哎哟。。。
真的不好意思啦我。。
他们就到门口问我要吃什么水果。。
我就说我很想吃蜜瓜。。
那对夫妻就慢步地到果园深处找了一粒很大的蜜瓜送给我。。
还切了给我吃。。
我吃了都觉得不甜的。。
但是看那对夫妻在一起时吃起来又很甜了。。
wei我在讲什么wei。。
geli wei ..

当我在吃着一半时。。
突然有一股很吵的声音。。
听起来像是锣鼓声。。
差点以为又是新的一年了。。
但是我没有关酱多啦。。
因为我在看那对夫妇在牵着手在那边讲悄悄话。。。
觉得开心喂。。

吗嗨谁知那一股锣鼓声又再传到我耳朵来。。
吵啦。。要走前几步去看那对夫妻做什么都不能。。
就奇怪是哪儿传来的声音。。
再仔细听一下。。
死咯！是我的闹钟 !
是时候起床咯！

再见。。我要上课了。。
等我回来如果你还online着我们就继续聊吧！

siCk suCk

2009-02-26T00:51:00.004+08:00

ahHh~~
sO SiCk likE Neyo nOw ..
tRyinG tO studY bUt caN't fOcUs ..
tHe mOmeNt i fOcuS my nOsE stArtS tO sQuirt ..
aNd sOmethinG wArm fLowinG tHroUgh my eYeS ..
bUt daMn ...!!
i cAn bLoG !!
juS cOnsuMed 2 pAin-nO-dOl gaVe bY y'pEng ..
thAnkS wEi ..
hoPe it hElpS ..

tHis fRidAy iS sOrt of a D-Day ..
gOt an expEnsiVe littlE tEst ..
10 mArkS kut ..
but siCk cAnt stuDy la ..
bRain iS not wOrkinG wEll ..
thAt's wHy i'm bloGginG nOw ..
bRain iS not wOrkinG wEll ..

OnE tHinG kEep PoPpinG uP in my minD wHen i siCk ..
"timE tO slEep yAnn "
i kEpt anSweRing nO ..
bUt wHo tHe hEll eVeR sAys nO whEn tHe bRain sAys yEs ?
i nEvEr saY nO tO my bRain ..

wHen brain saYs :
"u'Re hUngRy yAnn .."
i will sAy :
OK GUYS TIME TO EAT!!

"u'Re angRy yAnn .. dOnt lOsE yOuR cOol .. "
HAHA NOTHING LA ... NOT ANGRY LA .. SINCE WHEN I ANGRY HA?

"u'Re going tO slEep sOon .. "
EH I NOT GOING LA .. WANNA SLEEP D ..

"yAnn vEry bOrinG nOw la ..u gOt nOtHinG to dO "
WEI, NOTHING TO DO NOW LA .. LETS GO OUT WAN ?

thAt'S hOw i cOmmunicatE with my bRain ..
i sErvE my brAin wEll ..
bUt fOr nOw thE nEtwoRk cOveraGe iS limitEd ..
i nOe whY i'm siCk ..
cOz i kEpt sAyinG nO tO my bRain tHeSe fEw dAyS ..

"doNt tAke FreSh aiR yAnn "
SEN AH, WAN EAT KOKO ?

"dOnt dRinK bAk kUt tEh SoUp sO mUch .. "
喂，叫他加汤 ..

"it'S lAte .. driNk wArm watEr eNougH "
Neh, tEh aiS sAtu !

"u gotta stUdy d NOW.. "
LETS WATCH SCARY MOVIE 4 AGAIN !

" tiMe tO slEep yAnn"
走啦走啦。。去一下回来应该ok啦。。(EveN tHough fEelinG likE 3 dAyS nOt gEttinG slEep)

"yAnn dOn wU liAo pOst tHis bLog la "
WANNA POST NOW ..

"dOn fOlloW sEn Out d .. u'Re siCk .. "
哈啦哈啦。。走啦走啦。。

siCk suCk .. stAy hEalthy gUyS ..

狗的故事

2009-02-24T20:58:00.002+08:00

从前。。（又是从前）
有一只很大只的狗。。。
名叫啊斌　。。。
身材很猛壮。。。
男的狗看了怕它。。。
女的狗看了爱它。。。
可是。。
很多狗都不知道它有很小粒的脑。。。
有几小粒呢？
嗯　。。　
还比眼珠小　。。
但是比红豆大　。。
自己用手比一比啦　。。
每次啊斌大声一吠　。。　
很多狗就逃去躲避了　。。
即使是它打喷嚏　。。
很多狗都会被阿斌吓到漏尿　。。
弄到满街湿湿　。。。
男的也弄湿　。。
女的也弄湿　。。
走路小心啊。。

＝＝＂
　
就有一天　。。　
阿斌在逛美女时。。
遇到一个陌生人。。
样子很坏。。
阿斌看了立刻吠到很猛。。
人家还以为有人放炮。。。
原来是阿斌的吠叫声。。。
它很确定那个人是坏人。。
十分确定。。。好啦。。。再加十分。。
二十分地确定他是个坏人。。。
它一生除了很确定它是一只狗之外。。。
都没有其它东西那么确定。。
怎知陌生人却给了阿斌一根骨头。。
阿斌看了。。就觉得。。
“唉。。。哈哈。。我想太多了。。”
阿斌就衔着骨头。。
到一个角落去吃。。。
阿斌吃到第四口时。。
觉得那骨头还怎好吃耶。。。
可是。。
阿斌来不及吃第五口。。
因为阿斌死了。。
原来那根骨头被陌生人放了毒。。
但是阿斌死得开心pun啦。。

阿斌。。
“欢迎到人间。。！！”

不美别见怪！

150 trUthS

2009-02-22T02:01:00.003+08:00

i'm taGgEd aGaiN .. in fAceBoOk aCtually by eDwiN (pRoNouncEd as ed - dwin ) ..
bUt i gOt No iDea hOw tO pOst tHis tHinG thErE ..
sO hEre'S 150 trUthS ..

Last beverage → 100 plUs ..damn thAt wAs hOurS aGo .. gOtta dRinK sOme wAtEr nOw ..
Last phone call → mUmmY ..
Last text message you message to→ yEw woEn
Last song you listened to → oRiOn by metalliCa
Last time you cried → u mEaN teArS cOminG oUt fRom my eYeS ? 2008 i guEss wHen mY
aUnt diEd oF bReaSt cAncEr ..bUt i dO cry a lot in my hEaRt ..

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice → hMm .. nOpE ..
Been cheated on → wEll .. nOpE ..i guEsS sO ..
Kissed someone & regretted it → nEvEr rEgRet tO kiSs sOmeoNe ..uNleSs a mAle ..

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU:
Fallen out of love → mAybE .. mEaninG nOt yEs .. nOt nO ..
Laughed until you cried → nO .. bUt i thiNk i mAde sOme pEople dO thAt ..
Met someone who changed your life → nOnE in tHe pAst mOnth ..
How many people on your top friends do you know in real life? → tOp fRiEndS ?
How many kids do you want to have-- gOtta diScuSs with wiFe fiRst rEally .. and cHeCk ATM..
Do you have any pets → a lUohAn fiSh .. bUt it diEd .. sad rEally .. my VeRy fiRst and lAst pEt ..
Do you want to change your name → givE mE aNothEr 150 rEasOns tO dO sO ..
What time did you wake up today → 2.54pm ..
What were you doing at midnight last night → watChed sCary mOviE 4 aNd wEnt tO mCd ..
Name something you cannot wait for → it wiLL rEmaiN aS MemOriEs ..
What's one thing you wish you could change - thE wOrld ..
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → Nah .. weiRd quEstion anywAy ...

What's getting on your nerves right now → shud i gO mCd again cOz sEn iS aSkinG ..
What's your real name → Ku tiAn Le
Elementary/Primary School → SRJK (C) Keat Hwa (K)
Middle/Secondary School --> SMK Keat Hwa 1
Hair color → blaCk bUt sOme sAy it'S dArk bRowN .. my mOm la that oNe ..
Long or short → shOrt ..bUt sOme sAy lOng .. tHeRe aRe aLL sOrts oF pEople oUt thEre u Noe..
Are you a health freak → i dOnt eAt cOloUrful fOod .. sO .. yEs ..
Righty or lefty → 70% riGhty ... 30% leFty .. as in playinG gUitAr .. wAsHinG pEt pEt ..

FIRSTS :
First surgery → 6 yEarS oLd wHen aN aluMinUm bAr diGs oUt a ChunK oF my fLeSh ..
First piercing → my fEet .. whEn a nail "piErcE" into it .. = =" .. nO i dOn hv any piErcinG .
First best friend → tHiS quEstiOn will mAkeS mE liE ... nO cOmMent ..
First sport you joined → VollEybAll iN my pRimAry sChoOl .. a sUbstitUte fOr sChoOl tEam
First pet → luohAn fiSh .
First vacation → tAipinG .. zOo tAipinG mOre spEcificAlly .. bAck in 1994 ..

CURRENTLY :
Eating → gOing tO if sEn kEep pErsuadinG ..
Drinking → H-O-H
Waiting → sLeEp ..

YOUR FUTURE :
Want kids? → dEfinitEly.. i loVe kiDs ..
Want to get married?→ YES ! cOz uNfair la i kEep aLL thE lOvE with Me .. ^^
Careers in mind? → a gUitaRiSt oF an All tiMe bAnd .. bUt thAt will bE hAppEninG in my heAd . baC tO reAlity ..i wAnnA gEt mysElf intO tHe pEtrOleUm indUstRy if
pOssibLe ..
HAVE YOU EVER :
Kissed a stranger → hMm .. flyinG kiSs gOt la .. hAhA ..
Drank hard liquor → yEs i Do .. fOr thE puRpoSe oF saviNg watEr aNd gOod bloOd fLow .. XD
Lost glasses/contacts → NevEr haPPeNed tO mE yEt ..
Ran away from home → oNce .. whEn mY dAd chAsEd mE oUt wHen i wAs 7 ..
Broken someone's heart → nO .. i'm a sEnsitiVe and a CarinG pErsOn ..
Been arrested → nO .. but almoSt arrEsted ... yEs .. stUpid thAt tiMe ..
Cried when someone died → yEa, ovEr my aUnt's dEath.. thE rEst i waS tOo yOung to knOw whAt wAs hApPeninG ..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
Yourself → yEs .. i'm basiCally a gOd of my oWn ..
Miracles → yEs ..cOz sOmetiMeS wHen hOpeS fAde i dO sEek miRaCleS ..
Love at first sight → yEs fOr the moMent .. tUrninG nO in feW morE yEarS ..
Heaven → nO ..
Santa Clause → fOr whAt ? fReE giftS ? nO!
Kiss on the first date→ jUs a gOodnight kiSs or a mild kiSs .. yea ..
Angels → dO thEy loOks likE my mOm ? iF yEs tHen i'Ve sEen oNe ..

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
Is there one person you want to be with right now? → yEs
Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → tHiS wOnt hapPen fOrEvEr ..
Do you believe in God? → nO .. hE's nEvEr aVailablE wHen i nEed him ..sO i aSsuMe hE's nOt tHeRe ..

tHosE in my blOg liSt ..yAll aRe tAgGed ... haHa and cEcElia tOo .. and tHomad toO .. latEr sOme tiMe oNly i aDd u gUys in my blOgliSt ..laZy tO dO all tHat nOw .. ^^

25 rAnDoM tHinGs

2009-02-21T00:53:00.005+08:00

oOoOoOo .. my vEry fiRst tAg ..
sO ..tHeSe aRe 25 rAndOm tHinGs ..

1. tHis is So rAndoM ..
2. wHy aM i dOing tHis ?
3. toTally raNdoM ..
4. a Guy sHud tAlk lEsS and dO mOrE ..
5. if dEstiNy iS kinD .. i'Ve gOt tHe rEst oF my miNd ..
6. my liPs .. thEy dOnt kiSs tHe wAy tHey uSed tO ..
7. did sOmeoNe jUst mEntioNed bOut cOndOm ? i hAd it in bEneAth
my mOtoRcyCle sEat bEfoRe my biKe wAs stOleN .. :(
8. u DoN hAve tO jUdgE me cOz nO oNe EvEr jUdgEd tHemselVeS
9. hi CeCeliA !
10. WelcOme tO bloGspOt !
11. wHen a sHip SinKs .. tHe VolUme oF tHe sEa iNCreAsEs ..
12. a gUitAr hAs siX stRinGs .. sOme eVen up To 12 ..
13. wHat dO yOu thiNk oF a gUy wHo pOst 2 bLogS in A siNgle dAy ?
14. rAndOm = iNcOnsistEncY in a wAy tHat .. it'S nOt eVEn foLLowinG
anY sPecifiC ruLe or pattErns
15. tHis is tOo muCh foR mE CeCelia ..maYbe tRy 15 rAndOm tHinGs nEx tiMe ..hAhA
16. dO yOu eVer rEaliSe tHat aCtually tHe cLoud SeedS aRe Argentum Iodide (AgI) ?
17. jUs a gEnEral kNowlEdgE .. whEn yOu lAugH .. u'Re actuAlly lAuGhinG ..
18. iF yOu cAn liCk yOur oWn elbOw .. thEn mAybE u Can tRy oUt jUmpinG oUt oF
yOur bAlcOny wiThout gEttinG killEd ..
19. pPl is fAt wHen tHey aRe with tHe sKinniEs .. tHey Aren't fAt wHen thEy aRe
witH a piG ..
20. WhEn i wAs sMall .. And cHristmAs tReE wAs tAll .. wE uSed tO lOVe wHile oTher
UsEd tO plaY ..
21. i'M gEttinG oLd aNd i DoNt sPeak As mUch liKe bEfoRe .. i'm nOt eNjOyinG tAt mUch
at tHis aGe ..
22. u See .. if a wOodcHuck Could cHuck wOod .. hOw muCh wOod cOuld a wOodcHucK chUck
iF a woOdcHuck coUld cHucK wOod ??
23. iF yOu're frEe .. tRy to miRroR yOursElf aNd sAy .. " hi .. hOw aRe yOu lately ? "
24. i'M almOst finiSh with 25 randOm tHingS ..
25. 25th of DecEmbEr is a dAy wHeRe EvEryoNe iS cElebRatinG cHristmAs ..
but 25th oF eVery mOnth iS a dAy wHerE a pErsOn is aChing pain
aNd nEedS to Go to tHe tOilet .. hEr bElly wOuld sWell a bit aNd hEr faCe wOuld
tUrn a bit pAle .. nO cold dRinkS oN thAt dAy .. :(

i nOw tAg waaatever ... for pain and gain .. iS thIs bloGspot ..SummEr anD tHoSe wHo wantS tO mAke tHis wOrld a bEttEr plAce tO liVe .. pls if yOu gUys aRe tOo fRee liSt oUt yOur 25 rAndOm tHinGs ..

"HoRsE SiX FiRst" TriP

2009-02-20T17:42:00.014+08:00

wHy did wE wEnt tO mElaCca ?
tHerE's nO uSe kEep aSkinG wHy aNd tHat's wHy wE wEnt tO mElaCca !
it wAs a "fReEstylE" tRip aNd wE weRe hAvinG a LoT oF fUn ..
hAve u EvEr dRinK a fUll CuP oF chiLLeD cOkE
dUrinG a sCoRchiNg buRninG hOt afTerNooN wHere yOur thrOat wErE pArcHed aNd yOur skiN fEelS liKe gOnNa crAck anytiMe wHeN yOu tOucHed it ?
yEa we hAd thAt "fUll CuP oF chiLLeD cOkE" FuN ..
suh - wEeEeEeEeEet ~~

So tHis iS thE hotEl wE staYed ...
tHe ServiCe wAs aWesOme ..
it'S reAlly cRowded dUrinG midniGht ..
tHerE weRe pEople laUghinG anD chEcking in at niGht ..
haha ..
iF yOu'rE intEreSted pLs visit www.hotel626.com ..

a driEd bOdy wE fOund in oUr rOom ..
my fRen slicEd it up aNd mAde kEy chAinS fOr uS ..
i gOt tHe hEad pArt ..
sWeEeEet ...

tHis iS tHe hEart oF MelaCca ..
tHe buildiNg is in Red cOz tHey saY pOrtuGis lOveS to eAt 槟榔 ..
aNd wHen thEy tOok OvEr mElaCca tHey sPit 槟榔 eVerYwhEre ...
uNtil tHe wHole ciTy iS staiNed wiTh 槟榔 ..
thE coLouR u sEe is 槟榔 coLouR afTer bEinG chEwEd by PortuGis ..

tHis iS tHe oNly plAcE yOu cAn fiNd a pOrtuGis cAnnoN ..
tHeir cAnnoNs WeRe sHort ..
i wOndEr whEthEr thEir *E*** lOng or sHort ...

*E*** = tEeth

tHe gUy staNdinG taLL bEhind uS wAs sOme sOrt of
a pErSon wHo cAn tAlk tO yOur sOul aNd dRaW yOur ConSciEncE
oUt oF yOur fEeblE minD ..
BeWaRe oF tHis gUy ..
oN thE othEr hAnd ..
tHe 4 sAusAgEs iN fRont oF thAt gUy aRe fRenS
witH eAch otHer aNd aRe sEekinG fOr a bEtteR liFe ..
wE dOnt huRt animAls ..

a gReat ViEw oF thE straitS oF mElaCca ..
that'S thE EyE oF mAlaySia thinGy ..
it sHud bE a PaiR .. cOz oBviOusly ..a pAir oF eYeS .. =="
bUt i cOuldn't fiNd tHe otHer Eye ...
eVen thOugh i aSked a lot of lOcal gOatS ..
tOo bAd i cAnt fiNd tHe otHeR EyE ..
tHe piCtuRe wOuld hAve bEen pErfeCt witH bOth eYeS ..

pLeAsE dO nOt EntEr ..
extRemE sEnsatiOns bEyOnd tHis pOint ..
diLaRang mAsuK ..
sEnsAsi gHaiRah ..
闲人免进。。
一晚八百。。

aCtiNg cUte witH mY sExy tEetH ..
wE weRe uP uP uP in the SkY ..
uP a bit .. uP .. up Some moRe ..up up ! soMe mOre! .. cAn u sEe uS??!
gReat mOmEntS spEnt witH yAll gUys ..
:D

lOvely lOvely eVeninG ...
fRom left : cHeE sEng, JiuNn shyAn, KutiAnLe, Yuki, Pui wAh (肥华） and syhAo
fRom riGht : "oh c'mOn dO i reAlly hAve to Do tHiS ?"
6 oF thEm mAde uP 1/4 oF my liFe iN KL .. EaCh cOntRibutiNg
1/5 in eNteRtainmEnt .. 1/2 in stuDieS .. 1/10 sLeEpinG toGethEr ..
hOw's my mAthS gOing oN ?

哎哟好饿哦。。
原来这就是叶子楣大饭。。
哎哟我要吃了。。
aNd pLs hA .. dOn eAt bEfoRe i Do..
stUpid hAnd !
:P

ok ok i'll dO thIs agAin ..
fRom lEft .. 叶同学（1），叶同学（2)，王同学，刘同学，方同学，梁同学。。
all smiliNg with a fUtuRe plAn iN minD ..
叶同学（1）自愿：开叶子楣大包店
叶同学（2）自愿 : 开叶来香KTV
黄同学自愿：卖黄色片4片送1片私人作品或廉宜地卖八粒蛋一块钱（别间商店给称黄姑娘@黄八蛋）
刘同学自愿 : 开榴莲店
方同学自愿：开一间方便档餐厅
梁同学自愿：暂时不清楚。。可能量马路。。

tO aLL muSlimS .. tHis piCs is NoN-hAlAl ..
pLs dOnt tOuCH yOur mOnitoR whEN yOu'Re viEwinG tHis Pic ..
wE weRe sO huNgry at tHat mOmEnt ...
thE fOod wAs niCe ..

uPtoWn giRls ..
tHey'vE bEen liviNg in tHe upToWn wOrld ..

thE briDgE tO hiS/hEr hEart ..
thE niGht viEw wAs NicE ..
tHat nitE wAs satuRday NitE ..
sAtuRday nitE eVeRyoNe CoMeS out ..
a lot cOuplEs wAndErinG oN thE briDge ..
hUgginG eAch otHeR ..
juSt a nOrmal satUrday niGht ..
tHe nitE bEfoRe sUnday mOrninG .. wHerE rain is FalliNg (mArOon 5)
lAme satuRday nitE ..

ok Ok!! it'S nOt aN oRdiNAry sAtuRdaY nitE ..
it'S vAlentiNe'S nitE.. Are yOu hAppy Now ??
XD

Eh wHy Are yOu hErE mR. LiaNg??!
i'm tAlkinG bOut mElaCca nOt yOu ..
StOp hAuntiNg mE .. i'M nOt gAy ..
whAt thE hell aRe yOu tHinkinG ??!!
gEt mE oUt oF hEre !~

fUn To visit mElacCa ..i lOve tHe city a Lot ..eVerytHinG's Old SkOol ..
tHe Ppl aRe fRendly ..pOlitE .. gOod tO talK witH (fRendly lah tu) ..
nEx tiMe wHo gOing MelaCca tEll mE yah ..
i will wait fOr u tO cOme bAc fRom theRe ..
hahaha ^^
sWeEt mEmoriEs tHougH ..reAlly haPpy ..
tHis tRip will bE pArt oF mE fOrEvEr ...
=)

人生道理

2009-02-18T03:09:00.007+08:00

从前，有一个小孩子。。
他很喜欢到森林去探索。。
父母都很但心他。。
因为森林简直就是很危险的地方。。
但是，小孩子死都不听。。
结果有一天。。
小孩子在森林遇见了一只老虎。。
他东张西望。。想逃避。。
但是。。老虎已经在他面前了。。
幸亏。。他还是成功逃走。。
（我讲故事从来没有悲剧的。。放心）
小孩子回到家后。。
一五一十把事件告诉父母。。
父母听了。。只问他几句话。。
“孩子，你还要去森林吗?”
孩子说　：　“为什么不要去呢？”
父母又问：“你不怕在遇见老虎吗？”
孩子这时就说 :
"爸妈，我一路来都知道森林有老虎啊。。
我遇见老虎都还能回到家。。
我还有什么原因不想去森林呢？”

父母听了。。只说一句。。“ 猛～～！”

我的故事就完了　。。　
希望我帮了大家消磨几分钟的时间　。。
改天还想听我讲故事请跟我讲。。
我能讲很久的噢！

A sAusAgE a dAy kEepS tHe dOctOr aWay

2009-02-14T02:59:00.004+08:00

A sAusAgE a dAy kEepS tHe dOctOr aWay ...
unFortuNatEly , i hAd 2 ~ !! sHeDaPpPpPpPpPp !!
So, mY bOdy YinYaNg bAlanCinG tHinGy gOne wRonG...
aNd i hAd a gReat NiGht dAtiNg with mS. WhitE O'NaSty foR tHis lOvely ...
VALENTINE'S DAY !!
sHe tReatEd mE reAlly wEll by tHe wAy ..
hAd a lOt oF fuN sittiNg oN hEr .. lOvE yOu mS. WhitE O'NaSty..
u nOe wHat i MeaN riGht ..
hArdcoRe hAnKy pAnky .. oh yEa ~~
tHe bEst dAte on vAlentiNe'S sO fAr ...

So hErE's tHe jUmbo sAusAgE !
PlayinG arOund witH it ..
yEeEeEeEe ...

CoMe eat la ~~
OpEn YoUr mOuth la ~~
hOu SeK oh ~

God tHis is thE sEcOnd sAusAgE i
wAs tRyinG to ConSuMe ..
it wAs a Fear FActOr chAlleNge FoR mE ..
i tHink mS. WhitE O'NaSty wiLL lOve tHis ..

tHis iS mS. WhitE O'NaSty ..
(haha.. don't think toO muCh yAh)

i tHink Ms. WhitE O' NaSty gOt tHe sAusAge fRoM mE as it wAs bEfOre i Ate it ..
hmm hMm ! YumMy ^^ ~ !

My FaVouRitE LeCtUrE ClaSs

2009-02-12T23:30:00.004+08:00

i hAvE a veRy intErEstinG lEctUrEr ..
tEacHing EnginEerinG Ceraramcs ( sUpoSsinGly EnginEerinG CerAmiCs , bUt thAt's wat pRintEd in thE nOtEs GiVeN fOr tOpiC 3 )
hE lOveS tO tEll a lot oF stOrieS ..
hE lOveS StaRwArS .. (sEe hiS hAirstyLe)
hE tAlkS likE a dRunk bAd lAd ...
tAlkS bOut thE .. dAmN nO wOrd cOminG oUt fRoM hiS moUth iS makinG aNy SenSe..
aNd hE's gOt a tYpicAl sLaNg of eNgliSh ..

i'll shArE wAt hE tElls in claSs ...

" So toDay i will tiSh* yOu aLL hOw tHe ... tHe ..
err .. err .. ok .. lEts staRts with fluOridE stRucTurE ..
fluOridE iS an eleMeNt yOu sEe ..
nOrmally in gasEouS fOrM ..
sO .. whAt dO yOu tHinK flUoriDe loOks liKe ??
izzit gAs ... or liQuid ?

tish = teach

"wHen thE atOms aRe all pAcKed toGethEr witH tHe tEtEkheDrOn*..
it'S like ..
hAve yOu sEen stAr wArS ?? whEn thE .. thE ..aliEn and tHe .. (vOicE gEttinG sOftEr)
(aftEr 4 sEcOnds ....)
u sEe ..
sO leTs mOve oN to tHe neX toPic .. "

tEtEkheDrOn* = tEtRaheDroN

"So u sEe ... hEre got fOur atOmic pArticlEs .. (as shOwn in piC)
1 ... 2 ... 3 ... 4 ...
sO fOur meAns .. hOw mAny ? clAsS ? "

(Ans : 4)

"AaAaAa ~~~ "
"AaAaAa ~~~ "
" Ahh tHe diAmoNd stRuctUrE weu aRranGe iN a wAy SaS* tHat
all in cRystaLLiNe stRuCtuRe .."
" liKE ... ok .. sO ... hEre .. hEre .. hEre ..3 atoMs "

weu = will
SaS* = sUch

"CaN yOu SeE mE ?? ClaSs ? "

" i gRaduAtEd fRoM LivErpOo ..
whEn yAll stiLL smAll .. wHat yEar yAll bOrn ??
1988? i gRaduAtEd siNcE 1978 ..
So it'S 10 yEarS bEfOre yall bOrn riGht ??
yall oNly hOw old tHat tiMe ??
stiLL a littLe kid rigHt ?? "

lifE's hArd ..
i hOpe oNe dAy hE cAn actuAlly uNdErstaNds wHat hE's sayinG ..

下雨天

2009-02-10T17:29:00.004+08:00

啊～
刚放学。。好累。。在学校整整有睡超过一小时啦。。
很累 ! 感觉上像洗我家的厕所二十次了还是不能干净。。
累得我懒得要冲凉。。就打算睡觉了。。。
怎知。。一闭下眼睛。。突然就想起一件事。。。
就赶快来上网。。。
我要看一个很特别的人物的blog的所有的posts 。。。
唉。。。
边看。。边觉得心好像酸酸的。。。什么华文歌词啦。。一直沉默的作你的依赖，让一切石沉大海
又几张杀人脸的照片。。。
就觉得心酸酸。。不知道是什么感觉。。。
可能是我睡不够。。心没有力。。
可能是我的肺饿。。但是我不理我的肺都几天了。。有吗？哈哈
可能是想念啦。。　但是才放学回来而已　。。
可能是伤心吧。。伤心没有比她美的blog 。。哈哈。。等下。。有好像不是。。
可能是。。我也不知道了啦。。。
妈的。。。又是下雨天。。很不爽。。。
真的是。。心酸了还要弄我心更酸。。。酸到脚的关节也有一点酸。。。老了是酱的。。。
最近都很难睡。。就像现在。。
一直梦很多东西。。。但是每一次乱梦都少不了特别人物。。
我到底怎么啦？想很多又不知想什么　。。想要做的事又不敢做　。。
上课时老师又一直教怎样切铁。。教到像切叉烧酱。。他看起来也有点像卖叉烧啦。。
咦~
情人节又要到了。。头又不知在要想什么了。。死都不让我睡觉。。
算啦。。我死都要睡。。不然今晚读不了书。。
要试睡了啦

WordS cAn't dEsCriBe tHiS

2009-01-23T03:35:00.001+08:00

HeHe sO beFoRe CNY ...
wE nEeded tO mEet oNe lAst tiMe ..
wE dEcidEd tO gO tO tHe CuRvE !!
sO wE 5 sAusAgEs aNd yUki wEnt tO lAundRy BaR tO cHit cHat aNd hAve fUn ~

fRom lEft : CyAniDe , CoPpeR sUlpHatE aNd Ferum HyDroXiDe
fRom RigHt : it'S oPpoSitE fRoM lEft

Ha!~ ha !~ drinKinG hA siEw mUi mUi !! U daRe u DrinK !
cAn dRunK oNe u nOe .. nOt fRuit jUiCe u nOe !

SeE aSk dOn dRinK d .. Now kEep tEllinG pEoplE hOw AsS
gEts 痔 wHeN Sit On hOt hOt sUrfAcE ...

haha cUte ..

niCe bEeR MaKeS gOod fRieNds AnD gOod fRiEndS mAke bEer niCe

sEe?? wHo sAyS alcOhol iS bAd ?

Yea mAybE bAd fOr tHis gUy ... hE tHinKs hE caN fly ..
bUt wE tHinK hE's rEtaRded .. oOpS ! hahaha

whOa!! mY tEeth iS not iN thE piC !!

nOt cLeAr la thiS piC .. aiyo ..
bUt i caN fEel eVeRyoNe is hApPy !!

i lOve tHis Pic .. Coz eVeRyOnE lOokS sO ...
lOokS sO liKe thEir fAthEr's sOn/dAuGhteR

wEll .. tHis WonDerFul NigHt hAd jUs eNded ..
tHe piCtuReS u See aRe stiLL hOt CoZ aLL weRe tAkeN nOt hOurS aGo ..
gReat NitE .. gOod NitE !