aBoUt mE ..

hEhE ...
sO thiS iS the bLoGsPot thAt my nUrSe iS talkinG aBout hUh ..
my nUrsE alwAyS updatEs mE with lateSt cOol stuffS whEn massaging my nUmb leGs evEry mOrninG ..
wokay ..
sO i'm gOing to staRt off my bloG with an intRoduCtion abOut myself ..
hi ..
i'M stAn ..
rEal nAme shOuld bE nEo ..
stan wAs thE niCknaMe i gAvE to mySelf like 70 yeArS bAck cOz soMe indiAnS in my college cAnt reMembEr my fUll cHinEsE nAme but thEy inSistEd to cAll mE by full nAme..
wEre thEy sMart or stUpid ?
anyway..
i'm 92 yEarS old ..
cUrrently stayinG in Melati UtaMa Old FolkS hOme ..
thEy naMe it " sCrEwEd bAllS hoMe " cOz occupantS heRe cOnsiSt of sEnioRs thAt aRe abAndoned by theiR fAmiliEs .. fReNs and ppl aRound thEm ..
likE mE ..
wEll it'S rathEr a sAd stoRy hOw i ended up here ..
bUt ..
i'll shaRe it with yall anyhOw ..
when i wAs yOunG ..
i was ... well ...i waS yOung ...
haha..
and sOon ...
i gReW oldEr ..
that'S hOw i endEd up hEre ..
sO baSically thiS hOuSe i'm stayinG iS cosy ..
pEacEful ..
spaciOus ..
fReEdOm ..
niCe enviRonmEnt ..
cOz .. i'm stayinG alOnE !
i cOuld recAll pPl arOund mE stayinG with mE ..
bUt now thEy weRe gOne ..
sEemS it wAs likE yEstErday 4am ...
tiMe pAsSes rEal fAst ..
every day ..
i eAt mAmAk mElati utaMa ..
it'S goOd fOr mE cOz it'S bad fOr health ..
u gEt what i'M sayinG ?
life'S gOod whEn it eNded whEre it suppoSe to eNd ..
althOugh i stay alOne ..
but i gEt tiReD .. vEry tiRed..
now yOu dOn wanna kNow hOw i gEt tirEd .. ok?
letS smilE toGethEr ..
:D
i'M old nOw ..
i gOt no tiMe tO griEf ..
i gOt no tiMe to thinK of thE conSequEncEs..
no tiMe to think bOut what u think bOut mE eithEr ..
what'S coMing what'S not ..
i nEed to sMilE as oftEn as i cOuld ..
i'm thE laSt oNe stanDinG in thiS hOuSe ..
i sEe light at thE end of thE tUnnEl ..
bUt i jUst kEep driftinG myself away fRom it ..
i kNew thAt wAs gOd tRyinG tO brinG mE bAck tO whEre i cAme fRom ..
soMehOw i jUst fEel likE sEeinG thinGs a lil lonGer hEre..
but who kNowS ritE ?
i miGht be goNe 2 wEekS fRom noW..
i gOt a Transnasional bus tiCket stating 30th sEptembEr ... 12.30pm .. KL --> alor staR ..
tempat dUduk 3E ..
hahahaha ..
wEi i wAn bAck hOme tOwn !!
gOd dAmn i'm alOne hEre shitty bOrinG !!
fEelS really likE old folkS hoMe..
it suCkS so haRd and i pRomiSe i wOnt sEnd anyonE to old folkS hoMe !!
我发誓 !! lll.(._.) <--- (my thumb and 3 fingers)
my hOuSemateS all wEnt baC yEsterday at 4am ..
hahaha ..
still cOuntinG thE dayS ..
10 moRe dAyS damn it !!
aNd nOw is jUst thE bEgiNninG of Day 2 ..
meeeeoooowwww ~~~~~

LuSt ,, i loVe luSt ..

End of this semester is just around the corner ..
sO what i've learnt this sem?
i think i can sort them down ..
i've learnt how electrical power machines works ..
how calculators calculate .. damn calculator is not as simple as it seems ..
how robots move basically ..
how religions interfere us and what are considered morality acts ..
like the Utilitarianism .. u are doing a good deed if u are making more than 5 ppl happy out of 10 ppl ..
as long as happy people is greater than down ones ..
u are doing a good deed..
now i can see why Malays love to steal cellphones .. including mine ..
coz i'm the only one got sad and those bastards gang are happy..
this is Morality guys ..
i've learnt how to survive from extreme boredom too..
and improvised my anger management ..
and tried to think a little bit far ..
just a little bit.. haha
and lot more ..

and my spending lust is striking again ...
i wan spend RM1000 !!!!!
or better still more than that ..
i dono wat i wan ..
i dono wat i need ..
i just wanna spend ..
and spend..and spend ...!!!!
but geee i don even have that much money..
arggghhh ..
feels like i got a very loaded gas and wanna fart out loud but happened to be in a library ..
and i need to suck the fart back into my stomach and i cant complain a shit ..
i'm having a hard time ..
lust is really good in torturing and motivating me ..
need lust to get life goin ..
haha
i just love luSt ..
damn i wanna spend .. :(

nOw i beGin tO sEe

sO ..
3 monthS hOlidAy cOminG rEal sOon ..
haha fiNalS hAvEnt evEn staRted yEt ...
bUt we gotta loOk far ritE to bE suCceSsful ? o.O"
btw cheeRs for thoSe finAls tipS ..
thx rEally appreCiate thOse who shaRed all theSe tipS coZ not really stuDying thiS whole sEm..
well well whAt will tHe plaNs bE for thiS aWeSomE sEmeSteR brEak ?

gotta find a jOb .. haha .. ==
whEre will i bE goinG ?
i dOno whEre i'm gOinG ..
bUt i nOe whEre i haVe bEen ..
dude yOu gotta liVe yOur dreAmS ..
bUt whAt'S my 3-monthS-dreAm ?
all i tHink tO mySelf iS ...
mAx incOme dude .. mAx incOme..
aCtUally i'd likE tO tRy nEw stUffS ..
bEsideS wOrkinG in my fAvOuritE hangOut plAcE ..
PAVILION ... hOoOoOo ~~~
hOpe i cAn fiNd jObS liKe dRug smugglErS or 导游..
thingS that will oPen my eyeS BIGGER ... and BIGGER .. and BIGGER !
but no 康头 ..
-.- ..
or mAybE providing guitAr leSsonS..
bUt it will kinda likE 'cheating' ..
cOz i'm nOt thAt gOod ..
haha ..
tutoR ?
teAch inggErih ..
"shE bEaUtiFul oh ! "
"i lOvE eat and eat !"
ahhh... dOnt think sO ..

argghh guEss i'll jUst sQueezE mySelf intO sOme papEr bAsed jobs in sOme cOmpaNieS thAt offerS gOod pay ..
rm1500 aboVe ..
hee-hee-hee ..
money hAs nEver bEen eNuf ..

sO hOw boUt vacation?
2nd oCtobEr off tO lanGkawi tO cElebratE 'fRog pRincEss' bday..
that'S a gOod stArt fOr my lOng x 3 holy-dAyS .. ( long = 1 month )
bUt wHere'S nExt?
bAng-CoCk ?
liOnpOor ?
ipoh ? eeeww groSs ..
ipoh soundS laMe ..
juscO ipoh?
white coffEe?
taugE chickEn riCe ? (not niCe anyway.. haha super salty ... the riCe like eatinG diRt)
ppl fRom iPoh really "chEong hEi" and "gOod" tAstE..
maYbe it'S an old toWn ..
sO ppl are quitE old oSo ..
evEn the yOung oNeS ..
exCept stevEn zAi ..
haha ..
cAmEron hiGhlandS ?
oOoh wOw i lovE stRawbErrieS .. jAws getting sOur when thinking bOut it ..
muZiuM nEgAra ?
whEre elSe ?
aih ..
go lanGkawi fiRst hehehe ..

dAmn finAls pRolonGed until 29th sEptembEr ..
sO damn long ...
need to speNd almoSt 2 wEekS alone in thiS hOuSe ..
whO nEedS a spot for partiEs can contaCt mE after 20th sEptembEr ..
haha ..

gee juSt watched final destiNatioN ..
the 3D effEctS quite niCe ..
soMethinG i lOng lOng agO foRgotteN ..
reAlly stirS my miNd ..
kiNdA sCary ...cOz rm18 the tiCket ..
ouch ...
anyhOw a great dAy todAy ..
fiRst tiMe hanging out with my nEw haiRcut ..
hahaha ..
sUper sHort ..
jUst imagine u brEak ur pencil intO half ..
that'S thE length of my .. my .. hair ..
makeS me lookEd so old sKoOl ..
haha ..
niCe thoUgh sEeing hOusemateS lauGhing their aSseS blOwn off whEn they fiRst sAw mE ..
especially f^^kinG ed-dwin ..
laUgh till fAce rEd ..
hiS hobby is fartinG reCently ..
sUper sMelly ..
u gRoWn up eating shit huh??
haha sry cEcelia if u're viEwinG thiS ..
bUt i think u nEed tO buy mAsk nOt fOr H1N1 ..
bUt to cOmpromiSe with ur suh-wEe-tiE ..
nO wonder ur rOom no inSectS u smElly tan ..
nEx tiMe come fArt in my room when i'm nOt arouNd ..
kill all thOse tiny crEatuRes that bitE me at niGht ..
KILL EM' ALL !

damn this blog thing is something like a virtual lepak spot ..
really spending good time inside this white window box..
that's all for now ..
and maybe that's all for this month ..
haha ..