aBoUt mE ..

hEhE ...
sO thiS iS the bLoGsPot thAt my nUrSe iS talkinG aBout hUh ..
my nUrsE alwAyS updatEs mE with lateSt cOol stuffS whEn massaging my nUmb leGs evEry mOrninG ..
wokay ..
sO i'm gOing to staRt off my bloG with an intRoduCtion abOut myself ..
hi ..
i'M stAn ..
rEal nAme shOuld bE nEo ..
stan wAs thE niCknaMe i gAvE to mySelf like 70 yeArS bAck cOz soMe indiAnS in my college cAnt reMembEr my fUll cHinEsE nAme but thEy inSistEd to cAll mE by full nAme..
wEre thEy sMart or stUpid ?
anyway..
i'm 92 yEarS old ..
cUrrently stayinG in Melati UtaMa Old FolkS hOme ..
thEy naMe it " sCrEwEd bAllS hoMe " cOz occupantS heRe cOnsiSt of sEnioRs thAt aRe abAndoned by theiR fAmiliEs .. fReNs and ppl aRound thEm ..
likE mE ..
wEll it'S rathEr a sAd stoRy hOw i ended up here ..
bUt ..
i'll shaRe it with yall anyhOw ..
when i wAs yOunG ..
i was ... well ...i waS yOung ...
haha..
and sOon ...
i gReW oldEr ..
that'S hOw i endEd up hEre ..
sO baSically thiS hOuSe i'm stayinG iS cosy ..
pEacEful ..
spaciOus ..
fReEdOm ..
niCe enviRonmEnt ..
cOz .. i'm stayinG alOnE !
i cOuld recAll pPl arOund mE stayinG with mE ..
bUt now thEy weRe gOne ..
sEemS it wAs likE yEstErday 4am ...
tiMe pAsSes rEal fAst ..
every day ..
i eAt mAmAk mElati utaMa ..
it'S goOd fOr mE cOz it'S bad fOr health ..
u gEt what i'M sayinG ?
life'S gOod whEn it eNded whEre it suppoSe to eNd ..
althOugh i stay alOne ..
but i gEt tiReD .. vEry tiRed..
now yOu dOn wanna kNow hOw i gEt tirEd .. ok?
letS smilE toGethEr ..
:D
i'M old nOw ..
i gOt no tiMe tO griEf ..
i gOt no tiMe to thinK of thE conSequEncEs..
no tiMe to think bOut what u think bOut mE eithEr ..
what'S coMing what'S not ..
i nEed to sMilE as oftEn as i cOuld ..
i'm thE laSt oNe stanDinG in thiS hOuSe ..
i sEe light at thE end of thE tUnnEl ..
bUt i jUst kEep driftinG myself away fRom it ..
i kNew thAt wAs gOd tRyinG tO brinG mE bAck tO whEre i cAme fRom ..
soMehOw i jUst fEel likE sEeinG thinGs a lil lonGer hEre..
but who kNowS ritE ?
i miGht be goNe 2 wEekS fRom noW..
i gOt a Transnasional bus tiCket stating 30th sEptembEr ... 12.30pm .. KL --> alor staR ..
tempat dUduk 3E ..
hahahaha ..
wEi i wAn bAck hOme tOwn !!
gOd dAmn i'm alOne hEre shitty bOrinG !!
fEelS really likE old folkS hoMe..
it suCkS so haRd and i pRomiSe i wOnt sEnd anyonE to old folkS hoMe !!
我发誓 !! lll.(._.) <--- (my thumb and 3 fingers)
my hOuSemateS all wEnt baC yEsterday at 4am ..
hahaha ..
still cOuntinG thE dayS ..
10 moRe dAyS damn it !!
aNd nOw is jUst thE bEgiNninG of Day 2 ..
meeeeoooowwww ~~~~~