DoG-eArEd hEart

tiMe pAsSeS sO quiCkly ..
sliPpinG thRough oUr fiNgErs eAch and eVeryDay ..
aNd i'm gEttinG old ..
i'm fEelinG old ..
sO old ..
vEry vEry old ..
and as i'm typinG thiS i'm gEttinG oldEr ..
oUch ..

liFe's reAchinG a tUrninG pOint ..
nOthinG sEemS to mAttEr anymOre ..
nOt eNjoYinG tHinGs as mUch as i uSed tO ..

rEmEmbEr wHen i wAs sMall i wOuld wiSh fOr mAny tHinGs ..
KFC ..
mCd ..
hOt dOg ..
nUggEt ..
haha all fOod .. i loVe tO eat wEi ..

bUt nOw ..
i lOok fOr riCe Only evErydAy ..
nOt inteRestEd in otHeR fOodS anymOre ..
nOt eatinG nOodleS ..
nOt eatinG breAd ..
my minD iS nOt cRavinG fOr sO many tHinGs anymOre ..
aNd i dOn cArE sO muCh whetheR tHe fOod iS niCe or nOt ..
i oNly wAn tO feEl fUll ..
my tOngUe dOesnt sEemS tO cAre ..

uSed to tAlk a lOt ..
i cAn tAlk oN almOst anytHinG ..
bUt nOw ...
lAzY to eVeN sPeak wHeN i dO hAvE tHinGs pOppinG uP in minD ..
nOthinG muCh tO shArE eithEr ..

uSed tO feEl that gOinG tO kl iS likE a fAntaSy..
bUt nOw ..
i wiSh i cOuld leAvE kl fOr a vaCatiOn ..
fEel likE i'vE sEen eveRy daMn tHinG On eaRth ..
i'M numb dOing eVerythinG ..

aNd fOr gOd sAke i'm jUs 20 plUs ..
lOnG wAy tO gO wEi ..
lAst tiMe tHE fOrtuNe tEllEr saYs i cAn liVe tiLL at leAst 89 yEarS old ..
thAt sOuNdEd sCary fOr thE moMent ..
haha ..

mAybE i sHudnt plAy sO muCh whEn i wAs yOung ..
nOw nothinG sEemS nEw ..
dOinG eVerytHing aS if it'S juSt a rOutiNe ..
iS thiS lifE ?

iS thEre anythinG elSe oN eaRth thAt i do nOt nOe ??
plS tEll mE ..
i wOuld lovE to nOe ..
aNd i'M nOt talkiNg abOut wHo'S thE pRime miNistEr oF iRan oR what animal hAve Only oNe tEsticLe .. (iran dont have prime minister and birds only have a testicle for balancing i guess)
thOsE i dOn wan tO nOe ..
bUt i alReady nOe ..
tEll mE ..
anYthinG tHat i dO nOt nOe ??