Tuesday, January 11, 2011

11/1/11 God is a boy

love the calm i'm feeling now ..sitting in my living room alone thinking of nothing, feeling nothing, and it's really cold and dark out there and quiet i swear i can hear the clock ticking .. but i just love to think whether it's necessary or not .. factual or imaginary .. we just gotta keep our brains working don't we .. that's what makes us looking forward for tomorrow after all ..

well tonite crapped a lot with my vintage friend chia wei .. perhaps we were talking shits and we din even know what we were discussing about but hell yea shit flows out from the mouth like verbal diarrhea .. especially after we finish one bucket of tiger beer .. samantha was tagged along but she had wrong medicine and i guess her eyes gonna be like the frog in Fish-a-fish again .. hope she's doing well with the injured chin and the allergy.. god bless her .. speaking of God .. it reminds me a lot bout george carlin's comedies .. talking bout everyday's life ..particularly on religion and god ..
one thing bout religion that i dont understand is well said by him .. he says.. if we pray and we din get what we wanted.. we would say that it's god's will .. but if it's god's will .. why the hell we fucking pray at the very first place? why dont just go straight to his will ?? haha ..funny .. and i think religion is just to control human brains.. history tells everything .. Chinese emperors used to tell ppl that they're of God's children ... just to scare the shit out from the people and make them roll over just like that when they're asked to ..same shit goes to europe where they scam human minds half a millennium ago ..telling them stupid lies by interpreting from the holy books.. u see, those books are full of room for various interpretations .. and it's bad.. it's like breadsticks with 9 flavours but all looked the same .. everyone is eating same breadstick but everyone doesnt get the same taste .. i can tell you it's strawberry but the mouse that ate the other breadstick will tell you it's lemon flavour..so how are u suppose to judge that? one day if i die because i don believe in religion, i have no regrets at all .. coz i just don wan to worship something or get intact with it .. if i ever do so ... believe me it's just for the sake of tradition .. just an identity.. something like my IC ..

and god is just a place for u to hang on when u are lost .. if u can see anything that u can hang on when u're lost then that would be your god.. look around .. some soft toys might be good .. god is not someone watching over you from heaven or what so ever ..if he does he's not at all good at it .. u can do better watching over yourself .. and many ppl who believed in god doesnt really make any sense to me .. coz whenever they're lost they will straight away say ... IT'S GOD WILL .. GOD MADE IT .. GOD-ZILLA .. or whenever something is good ... GOD MADE IT .. when it's bad ... SATAN !!!! and again, george carlin ... " God will punish you and sends you to hell if u do anything wrong ..let u burn, suffer, suffocate, scream, torture, burn and toast you down ther.. but HE LOVES YOU ! ' so wat the hell is tat ..

and one more thing bout our mind ... is that .. we tend to be confused between KNOWING and BELIEVING .. you see a chair and you KNOW the chair will NOT break if u sit on it .. but if you BELIEVE the chair will break .. u wont sit at it .. that's the huge difference when it inteferes with your decisions .. many ppl these days BELIEVE and KNOW but they choose to BELIEVE.. that's why some religious ppl lost their state of mind to THINK ..everything they say comes out from the books.. either quoting it directly to explain some incidents or just speaking it out in colourful ways...

conclusion .. it's make believe.. lol i dono why i crapped bout this ..but i'm really feeling uneasy seeing ppl so devoted to something which i think ... is better remain served as a guidance and good moral values ONLY .. nothing more than that .. GUIDANCE and GOOD MORAL VALUES as in what u learn from lion king, incredible hulk, king kong, humpty dumpty and so on .. ok finally im tired.. goodnite ..

3 comments:

Mul said...

you are correct to say that anything can be gods in our lives. Many a time when we are not careful, money, family, career, absolutely everything.. they can be our gods.

Those who are lost and claimed that it's God's are simply suffering from their own consequences.. When God created human, He gave us the freewill to do our own things too.. that's why we can always choose to do things that we want instead of His..

The same God who didnt preserve His own Son to die on the cross for you will not send you to hell. He sent His Son to die for you so to take away the punishment of your SIN. Without the atonement of SIN, you will go to hell.. Isnt it contradict to have the same God who died for you and send you to hell at the same time? I think so too... so you are right to be confused because you only understand part of the truth..

Anyway.. I believe God will vindicate Himself.. take care and I pray that you will encounter Him in a supernatural way this week.

:)

StAn said...

ok .. finally a good comment here.. well first of all ... if there's heaven and hell, i think all guys would be in hell ..!!!! guys these days are awful !! dont you think? watching porn, stealing ...not from neighbours like the 10 commandments ..but from granny carrying bags... and cursing and wasting time all these stuffs.. is there a clear guideline on wat mistakes tat will send us to hell ? anyway .. u are describing it from the point of view of christianity only.. there are so many religions still around .. so you are right in your own way.. just like i'm right in my own way .. so no way i can relate urs to mine and vice versa.. it's like judging blue and black which is better ..

i'm not confused with what i'm saying.. not even with any so called facts.. i'm just confused with the devotion of ppl into such acts .. as in worshiping, praying and believing things that they are not certain and has to keep listening to what people say about it .. that's worrying.. and religious people will eventually lost the capability to QUESTION things... as they chose to BELIEVE solely.. supposingly if i'm God and i tell you that u shudnt do this and that .. u'll just believe it coz u believe in God .. that's what led to those dark ages before Renaissance in Europe .. ppl are believing things blindly ..those masters back then understood this well ..and these 'blind things' are not obvious these days..they come in colourful patterns.. i just don understand .. and worse still a lot of ppl are pumped with all these since childhood.. so they grew up like one ..

anyway no good to debate on this .. ppl have been trying to sort things out from these to clarify stuffs but all ending up chasing their own tails .. running in circles.. haha sounds like a song aye.. i'm just writing on behalf of my thoughts.. nothing much .. :) and thx for ur kind praying ..hopefully that's god's will that u pray of .. HOPE is a powerful word anyway..

u too have fun !!

Mul said...

Hi StAn,

The only thing I am certain is all of us, we live to die. I hope this is not surprising to you.. :)
We will eventually be in hell after we die because of sin(like what you have mentioned), IF we do not have someone to pay the penalty of sin for us.

Doing good/ accumulating good will and moral values will not help us to escape from hell, you know why? Because there are different rules regulations in the forth dimensions. (Read it if you have time, about forth dimensions. It's the same regardless religions)

How do they work? Quite similar to 3rd dimensions (which is where we are now) Imagine I was caught by police after robbing a bank.. and my penalty is 20 years of imprisonment. Do you think it's gonna work if I tell the magistrate there's no way you can send me to the prison because I have no bad records in the past! I am a good citizen.. even though sometime I am a bit lazy.. I failed my papers once in a while.. I littered..but I love my family, I helped someone to cross the road, I donated to the beggars on the street.. I paid for dinner for my best friends, I spent big bucks on the person I like..I have done a lot of good things! Are these not enough to pay for this crime that I have committed? -Do you think it's gonna work? NO I will still go to jail right, UNLESS, someone pay the price for me..

Same thing, because of all the SIN that we have done, hell is the only place where we deserved to be. We will head down to hell almost automatically UNLESS someone pay for the penalty of our sin.

Hopefully this is clear enough on your question on how to be in hell.

One more thing.. Hell is not where Satan is.. He is currently roaming around in this world...(Note the present tense) Those who died and had no one to pay for their penalty of sin.. sad to say but they are in it..

If you trace back my comments, you will realize that I didn't say that you were wrong; neither did I say I am perfectly right. We are simply using the power of freedom of choice in this area- to choose what we think is right. You know what confuse means? It means knowing the truth but choose to live in the lie.. or too helpless to come out from the lie.. I hope you are not.

Questioning is good, it makes me know much more. Knowing God doesn't make you lose the ability to question because I STILL question a lot of things.. But there are things that we will never understand because of the limitation of our brains. It's like talking to an ant about technology.. the ant will never understand despite your explanations.. and your efforts will also go in vain.

Religions is all about what you can do and what you cannot.. Eg: You must not smoke, you should not kill.. the list goes on.. but faith in God is a different thing. Instead of saying You must do this, you shouldn't do that, faith is telling you YOU CAN have good health, YOU CAN have the freedom of saying NO to sin, YOU CAN do great things.. YOU CAN be blessed.

I hate arguments too..I find it pointless.. If I can argue you in into the kingdom of God.. someday someone can argue you out...

God's will is for you to know Him and have eternal life with Him. Let His will be done then. :)